Can you be addicted to topical ethanol and isopropyl alcohol on adderall?

[d1nach]

I take adderall 55 mg everyday for narcolepsy.

I noticed i normally always have isopropyl and ethyl alcohol in my pockets on paper towels and im always cleaning stuff so im constantly exposed to ethanol vapor.

I dont drink any alcohol but i go through probably about 30 ml of isopropyl alcohol and 60 ml of ethanol cleaning and on whipes or on my skin.

I noticed today i had not any exposure and it felt like my skin was on fire, mouth was painfully dry, i couldnt urinate, i was agitated, i could feel muscles swell with blood and i looked like a caged animal i kept avoiding eye contact and puffing up my back and chest so i looked bigger lifted weights for hours to try to calm down because i felt like i was ready to protect myself or family from someone with a knife trying to harm them but all it was is just my family but i couldnt make my aggressive posture go away and had a tremor.

I never feel drunk im thinking maybe the vapor does something to prevent bowel and bladder and skin problems?


This is serious i know it sounds really silly but it is really scary when you feel like your ready to fist fight for your life and you know noone is trying to harm you but it doesnt make it stop.

 

[kgeisel98]

You seem to be really paranoid about chemicals. I remember (and looked up) your problem with someone using bleach in the laundry room next to your bedroom. All I can say is that if you are that concerned don't use the stuff (alcohol and ethanol). Have you seen a doctor about this? Is the adderall making you extra paranoid? I say talk to your doc.

 

[d1nach]

Thank you for telling me this! I was bugging out over nothing. My brother doesnt use drugs but he doesnt let people use hydrogen peroxide in the shower for acne. Lol i tried to explain to him water washes it away but he doesnt believe me.

I never noticed how anxious i get but i clean for hours and hours every because i feel so anxious then i calm down when im exhausted. The weird part is it is before adderall kicks in so ill take xr and clean like crazy for 4 hours then sit perfectly still and i take a second dose like 3 hours after so i behave like this

Wakeup chug coffee and use tobacco and take adderall xr and modafinil and benadyrl 50 mg clean like a mad man for 3-4 hours listening to death metal
Take second adderall and modafinil sometimes another 50 mg benadyrl chug more coffee and more tobacco then for the rest of my day sit still listening to what people are saying instead of feeling like i got to move and im so bored and i need more. I feel like when i first wakeup i want to watch a boxing match while watching bdsm porn while cleaning while reading a chemistry book while chewing gum while playing the notes of the death metal taping them (i play guitar) then after all the stimulants kick in i want to just listen to a girl talk about nothing i care about who looks attractive and is smiling