I found a new dealer that gave me some amazing dope.. I was able to get high again! For a week . Now he’s not answering and I’m freaking stuck back with the shitty dope just so I don’t get sick.. tried smoking it this morning.. not sure if it works.. how exactly do you smoke it? I did it out of a glass pipe..
I don't comment on this a lot for a variety of reasons, but in general, dope is not what it once was in the US, maybe elsewhere it is the same. I understand there is a lot of conjecture and that my opinion is not anything to take to the bank, but here it is.
There were a lot of factors reinforcing why I eventually stopped using Heroin. One of the main reasons was quality. The Heroin that I had done for years had become either weak or Fentanyl. I didnt want either.
If I were in the middle east or southeast Asia, I would probably be doing dope. The way I saw it, I was already giving up everything in my life for those injections. Girls, money, family "real" happiness...
I was already on the fence. When I got back from Iraq it had become very obvious that the dope we had here was a shadow of its former glory. I couldn't justify all of that loss for some overpriced Fentanyl.
I have used Heroin a few times over the past few years. I have cravings sure, but I'm just as intrigued to see what has happened to the quality.
Long story short, the only dope I've done that was decent was from the dark web. I'm sure this quality is out there on the street, but I'm not willing to shell out money for 10 grams if only one of those grams is actually worth my time.
So moonchild, I totally get it. Sometimes you are rewarded with great shit, but that also can be pretty disappointing when you have to go back to the usual mediocrity.