So I have a horrible addiction with benzos and i just recently relapsed. It's getting very bad again and I was just diagnosed with Bipolar.
Part of me wants to stop taking my medication for bipolar, just because i want to fully enjoy my xanax. Idk how dangerous that would be.
I know this isnt healthy but im stuck. I want to stop taking benzos, but idk how to. I went to my first NA meeting and I feel bad because i had just used that same day. Is it possible for me to stay clean????
Part of me wants to stop taking my medication for bipolar, just because i want to fully enjoy my xanax. Idk how dangerous that would be.
I know this isnt healthy but im stuck. I want to stop taking benzos, but idk how to. I went to my first NA meeting and I feel bad because i had just used that same day. Is it possible for me to stay clean????