I've done Ayahuasca 4 years ago, but I've left something out that I can't forget since it seemed that
it was out from the whole experience and something that I could not let go
I can't remember exactly the dosage but it was something like this:
- Peganum harmala extract
- Mimosa hostilis pink bark
- 11 seeds of HBWR in cold extract
* We are talking about a big dosage with Harmala extract and Mimosa
By the third hour of the experience, I felt something that was way out from the whole experience that made
me nervours. I felt something like a pulsing distortion in my vision, everything was blurry, I started to loose conscious, I felt nausiated
and in the end I thought that "If I am going to lose conscious, If I puke I am going to die in my bed", so I struggled not to faint. In fact
it was so real and felt so scared that after that the visuals stopped, the whole experience was "on-hold" and I kinda got angry from the whole
situation. I don't know if that happened because of the mixture, I was going to have a seizure or something else but I did not felt that it was going to lead me to a "whole new state" or something that had to do with ayahuasa.
My question is: If and only IF, this situation was something that is supposed to happen in an ayahuasca session, what would happen then? What would happen if I was going to "let go" and just watch? Is there anyone else here that had the same thing going on?
I have done in the past some psychedelics like LSD, DMT, mescaline, salvia and nbome, so it is not the first time a had an experience.
it was out from the whole experience and something that I could not let go
I can't remember exactly the dosage but it was something like this:
- Peganum harmala extract
- Mimosa hostilis pink bark
- 11 seeds of HBWR in cold extract
* We are talking about a big dosage with Harmala extract and Mimosa
By the third hour of the experience, I felt something that was way out from the whole experience that made
me nervours. I felt something like a pulsing distortion in my vision, everything was blurry, I started to loose conscious, I felt nausiated
and in the end I thought that "If I am going to lose conscious, If I puke I am going to die in my bed", so I struggled not to faint. In fact
it was so real and felt so scared that after that the visuals stopped, the whole experience was "on-hold" and I kinda got angry from the whole
situation. I don't know if that happened because of the mixture, I was going to have a seizure or something else but I did not felt that it was going to lead me to a "whole new state" or something that had to do with ayahuasa.
My question is: If and only IF, this situation was something that is supposed to happen in an ayahuasca session, what would happen then? What would happen if I was going to "let go" and just watch? Is there anyone else here that had the same thing going on?
I have done in the past some psychedelics like LSD, DMT, mescaline, salvia and nbome, so it is not the first time a had an experience.
