I have been an opiate abuser for many years and have withdrawn hundreds of times but to me the worded thing is the post physical withdrawal depression I feel cold anxious jumping out of my skin and can't leave my bed now I haven't used in almost two years but some poor decisions I made the other day put me on course with a relapse I used for 2 days probably a total of like 7 bags in 2 days now I wasn't so much physically I'll as just terribly depressed I lay in bed all day contemplating blowing my head off does anybody else go through this or am I just naturally depressed?