Hilopsilo
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I smoked DMT ~4 years ago, not sure if I fully blasted off. I took a couple hits from "The Machine" we built, couldn't take anymore and felt as if I was almost forced back into the couch. My eyes were sort of shut for me and I saw marvelous geometric patterns and sort of being that resembled Alex Grey artwork. I didn't fully meet any entities, nor did I have any sort of feeling I wasn't coming back or any sort of complete reality warp.
The other day I remembered I had acquired about 100mg a summer back, so we built another machine and went down to the beach. This machine was not nearly as effective, was very hard to get a hit and wasted a lot. Probably would have been more productive to just do it with a bong. Either way, I was able to get a couple decent hits.
My body instantly got INCREDIBLY heavy feeling, way before any sort of visuals popped up. It was like my body became cement and I felt incredibly tired physically and mentally. Mentally it made me feel so tired that I didn't even feel in the mood for the trip anymore really, just fully sedated. Looking up at the trees it looked quite beautiful. Overall, this felt like a VERY HEAVY abrupt mushroom trip. The audible aspect was very mushroom-like as well, everything sounded washed out and i felt very in tune with my own breathing and bodily sounds. My mind still felt very in this world, I could freely think about my surroundings and anything I wanted.
Anyways, I didn't blast off, but man, that bodyhigh was really unpleasant. And I remember it from the first time I did DMT as well, it sort of intimidates you, makes me feel like you're not in control.
When I blast off using MDMA+LSD+Nitrous, its really difficult to find the onset or high from the nitrous unpleasant, its so euphoric and tastes nice n sweet which gets you off on the right foot for entering the next dimension. Theres a reason they use it to calm dental patients yknow. My experiences with this combination have been the most profound experiences of my life, things I did not believe were possible. Completely loss of ego/self/understanding of my world; seeing the inner workings of the universe that I'm not supposed to see, almost understanding the meaning of life until it slips away after the experience ends. People say the same about DMT.
But with DMT between the awful tasting smoke and dysphoric body high, it really puts me off and feels liek it sets me up for a stressful experience. Overall the DMT wasn't a bad trip, it was still fun and definitely a cool experience even at that level, but the bodyload aspect was not fun and made me not want to do it again really.
Is the bodyload less noticeable if you have a proper device to smoke it and you blast off/get close to blasting off? Anyone with similar experiences?
The other day I remembered I had acquired about 100mg a summer back, so we built another machine and went down to the beach. This machine was not nearly as effective, was very hard to get a hit and wasted a lot. Probably would have been more productive to just do it with a bong. Either way, I was able to get a couple decent hits.
My body instantly got INCREDIBLY heavy feeling, way before any sort of visuals popped up. It was like my body became cement and I felt incredibly tired physically and mentally. Mentally it made me feel so tired that I didn't even feel in the mood for the trip anymore really, just fully sedated. Looking up at the trees it looked quite beautiful. Overall, this felt like a VERY HEAVY abrupt mushroom trip. The audible aspect was very mushroom-like as well, everything sounded washed out and i felt very in tune with my own breathing and bodily sounds. My mind still felt very in this world, I could freely think about my surroundings and anything I wanted.
Anyways, I didn't blast off, but man, that bodyhigh was really unpleasant. And I remember it from the first time I did DMT as well, it sort of intimidates you, makes me feel like you're not in control.
When I blast off using MDMA+LSD+Nitrous, its really difficult to find the onset or high from the nitrous unpleasant, its so euphoric and tastes nice n sweet which gets you off on the right foot for entering the next dimension. Theres a reason they use it to calm dental patients yknow. My experiences with this combination have been the most profound experiences of my life, things I did not believe were possible. Completely loss of ego/self/understanding of my world; seeing the inner workings of the universe that I'm not supposed to see, almost understanding the meaning of life until it slips away after the experience ends. People say the same about DMT.
But with DMT between the awful tasting smoke and dysphoric body high, it really puts me off and feels liek it sets me up for a stressful experience. Overall the DMT wasn't a bad trip, it was still fun and definitely a cool experience even at that level, but the bodyload aspect was not fun and made me not want to do it again really.
Is the bodyload less noticeable if you have a proper device to smoke it and you blast off/get close to blasting off? Anyone with similar experiences?