I take Abilify 400mg time release injection.
The dopamine blockage is horrible!
Its got me very worried of how I perceive my drug highs, all are senses and feelings are dulled and its as if the substances are dulled. 35mg dextroamphetamine should have been a wonderful high, but to me it was hardly 5 or 6/10.
At 35mg orally the dextroamphetamine was only 5-6/10 in terms of being able to feel it, it certainly had me more awake and go past my bed time. It was something I took for the anti depressant effects it gives.
What has me worried is the antichlornigernic (sp?!) effects please correct me on the spelling.
Put simple its like ingesting your antihistamine of choice!
Say you take hydroxyzine like mentioned early in the thread or taking diphenhydramine aka Benadryl, its the same high in other words its not unlike the anti psychotics, they both produce similar effects, unknown to me until recently.
When I drink I don't feel the warm and fuzzy high nor when I take my methadone I don't get a nice and cuddly buzz. I can smoke some top notch marijuana and get completely retarded as in the same as having took 6-7 Benadryls or Gravols. I find that any reason to make at studying something and remembering it is completely lost so I don't even try.
My motivation is shot and I cant get my self to do my exercises, something I heard somebody else complain about not able to complete.
I wonder if I can play this in my favor as in maybe there's some drugs that could work better for me as opposed to worse. I found that Lyrica and gabapentin have been useful in my condition where I was decreasing from methadone and on Abilify injection.
The only thing that's get me excited is Gabapentin 100mg which I find superior to Lyrica 75mg. These drugs actually worked for me in a much better way than I had expected and felt about as smooth and uplifting as GHB. I hope benzodiazepine can work better but I will have to see about that.