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AmItheONLYone?
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I'm not quite sure how to ask this, so suppose I will just blurt it out and see what happens.
I am a married, straight male, and have what appears to be a fetish. Yet, when researching this on the internet, I come up with nothing. From what I can tell, I am the only person in the world who has this fetish. It feels shameful, and I don't even know how it happened. NO, it is not dangerous, or even illegal (to my knowledge), so here it is. I am turned on by people holding chimps with their hand(s) directly on a chimpanzee's bare butt. Additionally, seeing a chimp sit on something (chair, sofa, etc.) with a bare butt is arousing.
When I was growing up, every weekend I was able to watch TV for hours and there were movies and shows on TV with chimpanzees. There was Tarzan, National Geographic, all sorts of programs and movies with chimps. It was as if the program director of the TV station had a thing for programs with chimps or about chimps.
After hitting puberty, just the thought of holding a chimp with my hand against their bare butt would make me ejaculate. Seeing someone holding a chimp's bare butt on TV or in a magazine would make me get an erection and precum and (if I didn't change the channel or turn the page) eventually ejaculate. For example, in the movie "Creepers", the chimp has a somewhat swollen butt, and people just act like it's not there, the 'elephant in the room'. My hormones react differently. In one scene, the female character is sitting in a chair and the chimp walks past her from behind. She is facing away but puts her hand on the chimp's back so as the chimp passes, she sort of pets the chimp. As her hand is making it's way down the chimp's back, at the end of its back her hand also ends up stroking the chimp's bare butt, and she makes no effort to pull her hand away. That does it for me every time.
In one Tarzan movie, "Boy" is going to follow Tarzan through some thick jungle. Cheetah (the chimp) jumps on Boy's back, and Boy gives Cheetah a piggyback ride by cupping his hands with his fingers interlocked behind him, and holding Cheetah's bare butt to support her weight. The camera angle is directly at Boy's back, and clearly shows his hands directly against, and supporting the chimp's bare butt. That make me orgasm just thinking about it. (Anyone remember which Tarzan movie that is in?)
I met my wife shortly after college and we fell deeply in love. We did pretty much everything except intercourse until after we were married (we stayed virgins until after marriage). We did a lot of "petting" before that though. If she was playing with my penis, all I would have to do is think about a person holding a chimp with their hand under the chimp's bare butt, and I would ejaculate almost instantly. Once, while watching a program about chimps on TV, my wife was laying across me and sorta rubbing my penis, but not enough to make it erect, just sort of a loving gentle touching. A part came on the program where a caretaker picked up a young chimp and was carrying it somewhere. As soon as the camera caught the caretaker's hand against the chimp's bare butt, I ejaculated with great force. It didn't even wait until it got erect before ejaculating. It caught her by surprise and she didn't even get out of the way quick enough.
Since we are both very reserved when it comes to such matters (we don't even watch porn), I couldn't possibly ever tell her about this. I'm not into butt-play, and I'm definitely not gay. We are not into bestiality. I have NO desire or fascination about having sex with (or near) animals or anyone else except my wife. I just have this thing about chimp butts. Am I all alone in this? I sure feel like it.
I am a married, straight male, and have what appears to be a fetish. Yet, when researching this on the internet, I come up with nothing. From what I can tell, I am the only person in the world who has this fetish. It feels shameful, and I don't even know how it happened. NO, it is not dangerous, or even illegal (to my knowledge), so here it is. I am turned on by people holding chimps with their hand(s) directly on a chimpanzee's bare butt. Additionally, seeing a chimp sit on something (chair, sofa, etc.) with a bare butt is arousing.
When I was growing up, every weekend I was able to watch TV for hours and there were movies and shows on TV with chimpanzees. There was Tarzan, National Geographic, all sorts of programs and movies with chimps. It was as if the program director of the TV station had a thing for programs with chimps or about chimps.
After hitting puberty, just the thought of holding a chimp with my hand against their bare butt would make me ejaculate. Seeing someone holding a chimp's bare butt on TV or in a magazine would make me get an erection and precum and (if I didn't change the channel or turn the page) eventually ejaculate. For example, in the movie "Creepers", the chimp has a somewhat swollen butt, and people just act like it's not there, the 'elephant in the room'. My hormones react differently. In one scene, the female character is sitting in a chair and the chimp walks past her from behind. She is facing away but puts her hand on the chimp's back so as the chimp passes, she sort of pets the chimp. As her hand is making it's way down the chimp's back, at the end of its back her hand also ends up stroking the chimp's bare butt, and she makes no effort to pull her hand away. That does it for me every time.
In one Tarzan movie, "Boy" is going to follow Tarzan through some thick jungle. Cheetah (the chimp) jumps on Boy's back, and Boy gives Cheetah a piggyback ride by cupping his hands with his fingers interlocked behind him, and holding Cheetah's bare butt to support her weight. The camera angle is directly at Boy's back, and clearly shows his hands directly against, and supporting the chimp's bare butt. That make me orgasm just thinking about it. (Anyone remember which Tarzan movie that is in?)
I met my wife shortly after college and we fell deeply in love. We did pretty much everything except intercourse until after we were married (we stayed virgins until after marriage). We did a lot of "petting" before that though. If she was playing with my penis, all I would have to do is think about a person holding a chimp with their hand under the chimp's bare butt, and I would ejaculate almost instantly. Once, while watching a program about chimps on TV, my wife was laying across me and sorta rubbing my penis, but not enough to make it erect, just sort of a loving gentle touching. A part came on the program where a caretaker picked up a young chimp and was carrying it somewhere. As soon as the camera caught the caretaker's hand against the chimp's bare butt, I ejaculated with great force. It didn't even wait until it got erect before ejaculating. It caught her by surprise and she didn't even get out of the way quick enough.
Since we are both very reserved when it comes to such matters (we don't even watch porn), I couldn't possibly ever tell her about this. I'm not into butt-play, and I'm definitely not gay. We are not into bestiality. I have NO desire or fascination about having sex with (or near) animals or anyone else except my wife. I just have this thing about chimp butts. Am I all alone in this? I sure feel like it.
