so i haven’t gone longer than 24hrs w/o taking a pain pill in like three years...my boyfriends mom was prescribed roxies which is what started it, then she got put on oxy OP’s, now she’s on morphine sulfate which i hate so essentially i no longer have access to anything.
every month for the last few years there’s also a plug w/ roxies, so there’s like one week every month where i get a bunch of those and his mom would get her meds and hook me up w/ them, then the rest of the month i’d slow down and only be taking like 15-30mg a day....
now it’s been two days since i’ve had anything and i kinda feel like i’m dying but i guess i just need someone to tell me that since i was only taking like 30mg a day for a couple weeks before this that it’s just in my head and i just feel shitty cus i want drugs and not cus i’m physically withdrawing lol
every month for the last few years there’s also a plug w/ roxies, so there’s like one week every month where i get a bunch of those and his mom would get her meds and hook me up w/ them, then the rest of the month i’d slow down and only be taking like 15-30mg a day....
now it’s been two days since i’ve had anything and i kinda feel like i’m dying but i guess i just need someone to tell me that since i was only taking like 30mg a day for a couple weeks before this that it’s just in my head and i just feel shitty cus i want drugs and not cus i’m physically withdrawing lol