xxsicknessxx
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I take four norcos a day and I'm trying to get another for five a day but I feel like they don't work. I used to take one norco every other day and felt better then I do now taking four. I've had gastric bypass the severe one called d. S. Also I had my heart fail six months ago and a truck hit me three years ago .
I feel terrible saying this but unless I can get ox or morphine I don't know if one now norco will be enough I do know it's not easy getting them and I I risk what I have by asking for more but I'm miserable so I thought maybe I should chew my norcos or take two together but maybe they will last longer... Get my drift? I mean I'm about to take a norco now and it feels like it doesn't work. I would go to the er and ask for morphine for the pain because I have not slept well in two weeks. Really. Two weeks.
On a side note I've been sober off Cristal meth a year now and am really finding it hard to not go back. Because I gotta say I don't think I can take this long term. But I'm happy thinking things might get better for now. But any other thoughts idea? I'm also very anemic. And have possible internal bleeding in my colon. But it's slow to get seen I've had three colonospys recently and need to get a fourth. But it's taking so long....
What am I going to do. I should be happy with four norcos I should be managing way better
I feel terrible saying this but unless I can get ox or morphine I don't know if one now norco will be enough I do know it's not easy getting them and I I risk what I have by asking for more but I'm miserable so I thought maybe I should chew my norcos or take two together but maybe they will last longer... Get my drift? I mean I'm about to take a norco now and it feels like it doesn't work. I would go to the er and ask for morphine for the pain because I have not slept well in two weeks. Really. Two weeks.
On a side note I've been sober off Cristal meth a year now and am really finding it hard to not go back. Because I gotta say I don't think I can take this long term. But I'm happy thinking things might get better for now. But any other thoughts idea? I'm also very anemic. And have possible internal bleeding in my colon. But it's slow to get seen I've had three colonospys recently and need to get a fourth. But it's taking so long....
What am I going to do. I should be happy with four norcos I should be managing way better