FractalMe
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 23, 2013
- Messages
- 69
I would love to share my story with others and maybe give some hope to other people struggling with Nitrous Oxide addiction.
On febuary 7th I will have a year off a drug that shaped my life from 16-24, it's a long story and if people would like to hear it I can share.
I went bankrupt last year, ruined my first serious relationship. Totalled my first financed car and lost my electrical career.
I tried to kill myself with a black market pistol the day before thanks giving 2020. I was tired of letting the people closest to me down. Nobody could feel the inescapable need to use due to years of almost daily use around 200 chargers a day. I just wanted to be free and as an act of desperation I took 3mg of LSD drunk on Superbowl sunday last year.
It's so hard having worked a headshop and not having a big community like other addictions (heroin alcohol)
I was able to rewire myself with this trip and I wish I'd done it sooner. It's cheap and legal in the PNW and I spent 8 years slowly destroying myself.
If you have a problem with Nitrous please know there is a way out. It has been a long hard road even after reprogramming myself. I had it all and always paid rent, never was unemployed but 8 years of extreme abuse caught up.
I hope my experience can help someone else get better!
On febuary 7th I will have a year off a drug that shaped my life from 16-24, it's a long story and if people would like to hear it I can share.
I went bankrupt last year, ruined my first serious relationship. Totalled my first financed car and lost my electrical career.
I tried to kill myself with a black market pistol the day before thanks giving 2020. I was tired of letting the people closest to me down. Nobody could feel the inescapable need to use due to years of almost daily use around 200 chargers a day. I just wanted to be free and as an act of desperation I took 3mg of LSD drunk on Superbowl sunday last year.
It's so hard having worked a headshop and not having a big community like other addictions (heroin alcohol)
I was able to rewire myself with this trip and I wish I'd done it sooner. It's cheap and legal in the PNW and I spent 8 years slowly destroying myself.
If you have a problem with Nitrous please know there is a way out. It has been a long hard road even after reprogramming myself. I had it all and always paid rent, never was unemployed but 8 years of extreme abuse caught up.
I hope my experience can help someone else get better!