dangermouse7831
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Hey everyone. I was wondering if there is anyone out there that was/is an alcoholic who later became a Heroin addict? I want to know if anyone else experienced what I did.
It's important the order in which the addictions developed. Alcohol first, Heroin second. With at least a good few years as an alcoholic before trying Heroin (or other opiates).
I have been an on again off again alcoholic for 18 years, and was addicted to Heroin for 2.5 years (currently weaning Suboxone).
I always snorted heroin (I started on scripted Oxycodone and moved quickly to smack). The Heroin I had was pretty good. I got decent rushes from snorting if I left 24 hours between doses. I never left it that long by choice though . I never once used a needle, so I never got the full experience I guess.
Anyway, in my experience, for at least the first 10 years of my alcoholism, the alcohol buzz was MUCH stronger and more euphoric than the Heroin buzz.
Now I know the first thing you'll say is I had bad heroin, which just isn't the case. At the end of my Heroin career I was taking 2 grams a day. At this time, if I was in full withdrawal and snorted 6 X 80mg OxyContin I would still be in withdrawal, albeit, a lot milder. So I know my Heroin was good.
Now I'm well aware most people don't get that level of euphoria from alcohol. What I'm wondering is whether those of us predisposed to alcoholism get significantly more euphoria than the average Joe.
The fact that Naltrexone kills the alcohol buzz and makes hangovers much worse indicates alcohol exerts some effect on opiate receptors, perhaps by causing us to release our own endorphins. I don't know, I just know they're somehow related.
Has anyone else experienced such a phenomena?
As a side note, ever since being a Heroin addict alcohol just doesn't work the same. It's weird and I can't explain it, it's just no longer the same.
It's important the order in which the addictions developed. Alcohol first, Heroin second. With at least a good few years as an alcoholic before trying Heroin (or other opiates).
I have been an on again off again alcoholic for 18 years, and was addicted to Heroin for 2.5 years (currently weaning Suboxone).
I always snorted heroin (I started on scripted Oxycodone and moved quickly to smack). The Heroin I had was pretty good. I got decent rushes from snorting if I left 24 hours between doses. I never left it that long by choice though . I never once used a needle, so I never got the full experience I guess.
Anyway, in my experience, for at least the first 10 years of my alcoholism, the alcohol buzz was MUCH stronger and more euphoric than the Heroin buzz.
Now I know the first thing you'll say is I had bad heroin, which just isn't the case. At the end of my Heroin career I was taking 2 grams a day. At this time, if I was in full withdrawal and snorted 6 X 80mg OxyContin I would still be in withdrawal, albeit, a lot milder. So I know my Heroin was good.
Now I'm well aware most people don't get that level of euphoria from alcohol. What I'm wondering is whether those of us predisposed to alcoholism get significantly more euphoria than the average Joe.
The fact that Naltrexone kills the alcohol buzz and makes hangovers much worse indicates alcohol exerts some effect on opiate receptors, perhaps by causing us to release our own endorphins. I don't know, I just know they're somehow related.
Has anyone else experienced such a phenomena?
As a side note, ever since being a Heroin addict alcohol just doesn't work the same. It's weird and I can't explain it, it's just no longer the same.