Robinvanpersie
Bluelighter
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- Apr 5, 2016
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Just wanted to put this here in case it might be useful for some of you.
Me myself didn't see my 2-3 times weekly use of psychedelics (most often microdosing) as something destructive but last night I felt that something wasn't right.
Even though I normally have said to myself that psychedelics isn't something I'm using to escape reality or my "normal self" but a tool to develop it, it slowly became something I preferred doing over many other social things.
I kind of became in love with how how smart I felt while on it which I felt last night wasn't a good thing. I think it's ok to appreciate it but its important to be honest with yourself as soon as it becomes a dependency. And that I have not been.
I will not stop using psychedelics completely but this gave me another perspective of my use of certain substances.
Me myself didn't see my 2-3 times weekly use of psychedelics (most often microdosing) as something destructive but last night I felt that something wasn't right.
Even though I normally have said to myself that psychedelics isn't something I'm using to escape reality or my "normal self" but a tool to develop it, it slowly became something I preferred doing over many other social things.
I kind of became in love with how how smart I felt while on it which I felt last night wasn't a good thing. I think it's ok to appreciate it but its important to be honest with yourself as soon as it becomes a dependency. And that I have not been.
I will not stop using psychedelics completely but this gave me another perspective of my use of certain substances.