A Cut From A Double-Edged Knife

[Aeon Psyche]

Two sides, procure each one.
It will never let me go.
It’s easier to run.
The pain, the traumas.
I absorbed it all, inside it’s burning.
Blooddrips reside in me.
I want to let it go.
You’ll always be a part of me.
Haunting me.
Render good and evil.
Complicated as I am.
You stay with me forever.
I’ve been cut deep.
Not longer viable.
Weave myself together.
It’s easier to walk away.
Two pieces, procure each one.
Curled in a little ball of tragedy.
For how long?
It’s easier to lock it up.
No ability of conversion.
Swallowing it whole.
My insides are tearing. Burning.
I’ll never let you go.
Ignored it all. To much.
Cyanide inner.
Sour.
I guess I’ll turn my back one more time.
Awaiting iniation.
Timebomb.
Flesh & bones of a tiny ticking sound.
If I die within.
If I’m still alive within.
Save me, when it escapes.
Cause I don’t mean to.
It hurts.
Sorry.