sailor bugg
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Way back when I was into these designer drugs I ordered 250mg of 2ce off of a site and at first started with small doses (10mg, 15mg) and the trips were fun but this was one trip i will never forget.
So I was at my friends house and we were chilling and I had my little drug tin with me. She asked if we should partake and I was like sure why not, lets have some *real* fun! Seeing as we both wanted to be on the same level we went with the 2ce I had left. She took 25mg orally and me…. either out of wanting to show how badass i was ( I was younger and liked this girl, good way to impress her yea?) decided why not take 100mg of it. Of course me being my young silly self didn't think of things like toxicity, LD50, psychosis or anything that probably I should have thought of. I was just like well a strong dose is considered 25mg so well what's 4x more? (Later finding out that the dose to response ratio increases exponentially). Anyways after we took it, we went to the corner store to get supplies for the night. As we were walking back she hadn't begun tripping but I was seeing faces and hands starting to come out of the sidewalk, I mentioned it to her and she got excited that she might see some neat visuals. Well now we're in her house and I guess the come up time on a large dose is rather fast because at this point I was seeing the most intense visuals I had ever seen. The closets were opening and closing themselves, big black balls with legs the size of grapefruits were walking around the floor. And then I looked at my friend, she told me this stuff was pretty cool she was seeing patterns, fractals and warping of objects. Now when I looked at her she had 6 mouths, 8 eyes, hair encircling her body and was multicoloured. I told her about it and she seemed a bit worried that it was to intense but I was assuring her that I wasn't mentally affected (which I wasn't, at all through the entire trip, felt no different mentally going in than during). I told her she looked really cool and stuff and that I wish I could draw her so she could kinda see what I saw, but alas paper and pencils proved my downfall, the paper was morphing so much and changing colour and the pen was bending in angles that made using it very tricky so I gave up and apologized). Next came the trippyest part of the evening she had a 3 foot high mirror on the ground prop'd upwards and she suggested I look in it. Thinking back this could have been a really terrible idea, might have spooked myself out! But none the less I sat in front of the mirror with my eyes closed and then opened them. To my amazement I was looking into an alien world. There were craters and rocks and mountains behind me in the mirror and I in the centre. As I looked at myself I grew horns from my head, turned into a devil looking creature, then all the skin on my face started blowing away as if it were dust and revealed bone underneath as the dust flew off it circled my head and started adding new features to it as if it were becoming flesh. And then my eyes turned to liquid and ran down my skeletonized face, now there were two empty sockets and brilliant lights started beaming out of them and I was this skull with horns and tattered flesh with rainbow eyes. I tried to describe it to my friend but it was so intense that it became hard to. So she started working on some art and I continued looking at my face morph in this mirror for 5 hours straight. I had and never since (even when I did 35 hits of acid ) seen anything so amazing. You think it'd be scary cuz you would loose your sense of self but psychedelics don't do a thing to me mentally so I was just enjoying a cool show. then her room mate came in and my friend told him we were on 2ce and I had done 100mg and that's why I was staring so intently in the mirror, she said I was on a plane of visual existence that must be spectacular. I then turned my gaze and said hi to him all normally, and he kinda found it funny that I was on such a high dose but my vocal, balance and motor skill were unaffected. He said he wasn't into that kinda stuff and liked to do speed lol. So anyways it was now the morning and my friends high had worn off, she said she was going to bed and I was free to crash to, but I wasn't tired at all so I told her I better head home. So now about 18 hours later Im downtown on the bus going home, switching buses and a girl gives me a free pizza which I thought was super awesome. So I finally got home around 24 hours after the trip began and it's effects were still very prominent but becoming less intense quite quickly. So I made the pizza I got, ate some of it, listened tot music for a while, noticing that there was no audio distortion at all and took a few clonazepams and passed out. I woke up 12 hours later feeling great, I reflected on the experience and just was enthralled for the next day or so about how much interesting visuals I saw.
I haven't done any psychedelics in years now, I used to love them but looking back although it turned out to be an awesome experience, I was very foolish for taking that much. From that day on I've always tried to be much more read about LD50's, dose curves, lethal doses, and the like. So not one of my best ideas but I was young ( this was probably 8-9 years ago) and hell trying to impress someone you like can make you do some silly things ( btw she was pretty impressed so I guess that worked, altho I'm not sure if she was impressed that I was so normal on that much or that I didn't die lol ).
So I was at my friends house and we were chilling and I had my little drug tin with me. She asked if we should partake and I was like sure why not, lets have some *real* fun! Seeing as we both wanted to be on the same level we went with the 2ce I had left. She took 25mg orally and me…. either out of wanting to show how badass i was ( I was younger and liked this girl, good way to impress her yea?) decided why not take 100mg of it. Of course me being my young silly self didn't think of things like toxicity, LD50, psychosis or anything that probably I should have thought of. I was just like well a strong dose is considered 25mg so well what's 4x more? (Later finding out that the dose to response ratio increases exponentially). Anyways after we took it, we went to the corner store to get supplies for the night. As we were walking back she hadn't begun tripping but I was seeing faces and hands starting to come out of the sidewalk, I mentioned it to her and she got excited that she might see some neat visuals. Well now we're in her house and I guess the come up time on a large dose is rather fast because at this point I was seeing the most intense visuals I had ever seen. The closets were opening and closing themselves, big black balls with legs the size of grapefruits were walking around the floor. And then I looked at my friend, she told me this stuff was pretty cool she was seeing patterns, fractals and warping of objects. Now when I looked at her she had 6 mouths, 8 eyes, hair encircling her body and was multicoloured. I told her about it and she seemed a bit worried that it was to intense but I was assuring her that I wasn't mentally affected (which I wasn't, at all through the entire trip, felt no different mentally going in than during). I told her she looked really cool and stuff and that I wish I could draw her so she could kinda see what I saw, but alas paper and pencils proved my downfall, the paper was morphing so much and changing colour and the pen was bending in angles that made using it very tricky so I gave up and apologized). Next came the trippyest part of the evening she had a 3 foot high mirror on the ground prop'd upwards and she suggested I look in it. Thinking back this could have been a really terrible idea, might have spooked myself out! But none the less I sat in front of the mirror with my eyes closed and then opened them. To my amazement I was looking into an alien world. There were craters and rocks and mountains behind me in the mirror and I in the centre. As I looked at myself I grew horns from my head, turned into a devil looking creature, then all the skin on my face started blowing away as if it were dust and revealed bone underneath as the dust flew off it circled my head and started adding new features to it as if it were becoming flesh. And then my eyes turned to liquid and ran down my skeletonized face, now there were two empty sockets and brilliant lights started beaming out of them and I was this skull with horns and tattered flesh with rainbow eyes. I tried to describe it to my friend but it was so intense that it became hard to. So she started working on some art and I continued looking at my face morph in this mirror for 5 hours straight. I had and never since (even when I did 35 hits of acid ) seen anything so amazing. You think it'd be scary cuz you would loose your sense of self but psychedelics don't do a thing to me mentally so I was just enjoying a cool show. then her room mate came in and my friend told him we were on 2ce and I had done 100mg and that's why I was staring so intently in the mirror, she said I was on a plane of visual existence that must be spectacular. I then turned my gaze and said hi to him all normally, and he kinda found it funny that I was on such a high dose but my vocal, balance and motor skill were unaffected. He said he wasn't into that kinda stuff and liked to do speed lol. So anyways it was now the morning and my friends high had worn off, she said she was going to bed and I was free to crash to, but I wasn't tired at all so I told her I better head home. So now about 18 hours later Im downtown on the bus going home, switching buses and a girl gives me a free pizza which I thought was super awesome. So I finally got home around 24 hours after the trip began and it's effects were still very prominent but becoming less intense quite quickly. So I made the pizza I got, ate some of it, listened tot music for a while, noticing that there was no audio distortion at all and took a few clonazepams and passed out. I woke up 12 hours later feeling great, I reflected on the experience and just was enthralled for the next day or so about how much interesting visuals I saw.
I haven't done any psychedelics in years now, I used to love them but looking back although it turned out to be an awesome experience, I was very foolish for taking that much. From that day on I've always tried to be much more read about LD50's, dose curves, lethal doses, and the like. So not one of my best ideas but I was young ( this was probably 8-9 years ago) and hell trying to impress someone you like can make you do some silly things ( btw she was pretty impressed so I guess that worked, altho I'm not sure if she was impressed that I was so normal on that much or that I didn't die lol ).
