budderytoast
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Hey guys. Im new to the bluelight forums. Id like to say im glad to be a part of the community
So i always wanted to try lsd and found a guy to sell me some! So of course i got myself a few tabs. My first few trips were very Very amazing, but i always noticed/felt i was doing something nasty to my body. It didnt feel healthy. At this point in my life i was naive when it came to psychedelics and the latest trend in RC's. So ill cut to the chase. My guy got some "stronger tabs" claiming that they were 2 to 3 times stronger, so of course i decided to give them a try. Lets just say, he was not lying . These were very potent "lsd" tabs. But one day i decided i really wanted to TRIP HARD. I was tripping very often and i knew i wasn't tripping at inappropriate times. So, i decided to take two of these stronger tabs at the same time during my last college class of the day. I could give a trip report. But maybe ill save that for a different time because there are so many details such as the fact i experienced ego death and id love to get into that ,but i just want a question answered first. So at the end of the day around 2 and a half hours later after i stuck these tabs in my mouth. I was having a nightmarish trip .
My dealer ended up being arrested for 25i distribution and the main supplier ended up dying OD'd in his home after all of the events im about to explain. Soo... I Ended up having a seizure in my room ( i drove home like an idiot) and meanwhile was under the symptom of respiratory arrest. Yea, i couldnt breathe. My parents said i turned purple and had another seizure 4 minutes after the first . Both seizures lasting around 2 minutes.The paramedics arrived as soon as i finished my second seizure. The doctors said i was in grave condition. But somehow i survived. Id like to know if im lucky to be alive. Also, why did this happen? Also, i have been medically diagnosed with hppd and depersonalization. I cant seem to cope with what happened. Im basically still tripping dick. And i need a psychiatrist. I just want some closure? Am i lucky to be alive? And why didnt i die? Also, if anyone believes they need more details feel free to ask me because im happy to answer any valuable questions that might help you guys answer my questions.
Thank you bluelight. And i hope you guys answer my questions.
So i always wanted to try lsd and found a guy to sell me some! So of course i got myself a few tabs. My first few trips were very Very amazing, but i always noticed/felt i was doing something nasty to my body. It didnt feel healthy. At this point in my life i was naive when it came to psychedelics and the latest trend in RC's. So ill cut to the chase. My guy got some "stronger tabs" claiming that they were 2 to 3 times stronger, so of course i decided to give them a try. Lets just say, he was not lying . These were very potent "lsd" tabs. But one day i decided i really wanted to TRIP HARD. I was tripping very often and i knew i wasn't tripping at inappropriate times. So, i decided to take two of these stronger tabs at the same time during my last college class of the day. I could give a trip report. But maybe ill save that for a different time because there are so many details such as the fact i experienced ego death and id love to get into that ,but i just want a question answered first. So at the end of the day around 2 and a half hours later after i stuck these tabs in my mouth. I was having a nightmarish trip .
My dealer ended up being arrested for 25i distribution and the main supplier ended up dying OD'd in his home after all of the events im about to explain. Soo... I Ended up having a seizure in my room ( i drove home like an idiot) and meanwhile was under the symptom of respiratory arrest. Yea, i couldnt breathe. My parents said i turned purple and had another seizure 4 minutes after the first . Both seizures lasting around 2 minutes.The paramedics arrived as soon as i finished my second seizure. The doctors said i was in grave condition. But somehow i survived. Id like to know if im lucky to be alive. Also, why did this happen? Also, i have been medically diagnosed with hppd and depersonalization. I cant seem to cope with what happened. Im basically still tripping dick. And i need a psychiatrist. I just want some closure? Am i lucky to be alive? And why didnt i die? Also, if anyone believes they need more details feel free to ask me because im happy to answer any valuable questions that might help you guys answer my questions.
Thank you bluelight. And i hope you guys answer my questions.
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