Used meth for the first time Friday. Now I need help
Came across this site last evening while searching to answer a few questions and have spent a lot of time reviewing previous posts and articles to help me figure out what to do. Its unfortunate I didn’t think to do any research before hand because its become very clear from other peoples post that I’ve done just about everything I could do wrong and am now left scrambling for answers after the fact.
Here’s the situation I am in: I had my first experience with Meth this weekend. I bought it on a whim on Friday evening after a long night of drinking, used way too much, over way too long a period of time, haven’t slept all weekend (except maybe a few hours last night) and this morning I finished the last two bumps from the bag and my thoughts are immediately on how I get more to make it through tomorrow. I have used stimiulants in many capacities over several years, and while I was aware that meth has more associated risks than other stimulants, I thought being able to “responsibly” use other stimulants meant I knew what to expect. I was wrong and now I need advice/guidance on what to do next.
The inability to sleep has lingered way longer than I anticipated and I have given little thought to food or water since this binder began. When it does come time for me to “crash” it sounds like im in for a rather miserable few days and need to plan to basically be out of commission for a few days so I can recover and not let things continue to spiral. After a three day binge I am trying to figure out how to handle this period of time and bounce back without continuing to be so uninformed.
I came here looking to answer a few questions about how to safety handle what’s coming next. I’m probably not in the best state of mind to know what is a good idea and what is me rationalizing ways to stay high so I’m hoping for any help or assistance anyone can provide on the questions below or the scenario I find myself in.
I’m wondering if Adderall could be used to bridge the gap between comedown and recovery to stay productive and functioning. This is obviously not an ideal scenario, but my thought is it’s the best of several bad options and will allow me to not sacrifice work and plan to use the weekend to focus on recovering mentally and physical. Is this a viable option or do the risks outweight the reward in this scenario? Is it realistic for me to think I’ll be able to perform my 9-5 job in the days after it begins leaving my system? Should I just make something up to take a few days off work?
This site has been very helpful in opening my eyes to the potential dangers of my behaviors and current thoughts. I wish I would have found this forum sooner, but whats done is done and now Im just seeking advice on how to limit the fallout.
Thanks,
AC
Came across this site last evening while searching to answer a few questions and have spent a lot of time reviewing previous posts and articles to help me figure out what to do. Its unfortunate I didn’t think to do any research before hand because its become very clear from other peoples post that I’ve done just about everything I could do wrong and am now left scrambling for answers after the fact.
Here’s the situation I am in: I had my first experience with Meth this weekend. I bought it on a whim on Friday evening after a long night of drinking, used way too much, over way too long a period of time, haven’t slept all weekend (except maybe a few hours last night) and this morning I finished the last two bumps from the bag and my thoughts are immediately on how I get more to make it through tomorrow. I have used stimiulants in many capacities over several years, and while I was aware that meth has more associated risks than other stimulants, I thought being able to “responsibly” use other stimulants meant I knew what to expect. I was wrong and now I need advice/guidance on what to do next.
The inability to sleep has lingered way longer than I anticipated and I have given little thought to food or water since this binder began. When it does come time for me to “crash” it sounds like im in for a rather miserable few days and need to plan to basically be out of commission for a few days so I can recover and not let things continue to spiral. After a three day binge I am trying to figure out how to handle this period of time and bounce back without continuing to be so uninformed.
I came here looking to answer a few questions about how to safety handle what’s coming next. I’m probably not in the best state of mind to know what is a good idea and what is me rationalizing ways to stay high so I’m hoping for any help or assistance anyone can provide on the questions below or the scenario I find myself in.
I’m wondering if Adderall could be used to bridge the gap between comedown and recovery to stay productive and functioning. This is obviously not an ideal scenario, but my thought is it’s the best of several bad options and will allow me to not sacrifice work and plan to use the weekend to focus on recovering mentally and physical. Is this a viable option or do the risks outweight the reward in this scenario? Is it realistic for me to think I’ll be able to perform my 9-5 job in the days after it begins leaving my system? Should I just make something up to take a few days off work?
This site has been very helpful in opening my eyes to the potential dangers of my behaviors and current thoughts. I wish I would have found this forum sooner, but whats done is done and now Im just seeking advice on how to limit the fallout.
Thanks,
AC
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