backwoodschef69
Greenlighter
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- Jun 4, 2016
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About 8 months ago, I was home from university for the week and I decided to visit my friend at his university. He used to be my best friend and I had only been able to visit him once since summer. I planned to stay for one night, but my friend received tabs earlier than he had expected.( before you ask, yes I am sure they were real) We were going to take them later in the week, but I decided to stay another night so I could take the tabs asap. Around this time, I was going through a lot of things that put me in a bad place(ending a 3 year relationship, moving 15 hours away from the place I lived my entire life, almost failing out of university, drinking every night), and I believe this contributed heavily to what went so wrong. I was a lot less educated on the power acid and the drug in general. We took 150ug probably around noon. We bought an eighth of bud to last us for our trip, as we were both heavy daily smokers. I had only tried 2.5 grams of dried psilosybin shrooms with no weed combo before this experience, and I had a really good time.We took a long walk around his campus. Everything was gorgeous. He took me through all the trails around campus and the trails became vibrantly colored(pink,purple,bright green). We played light up frisbee in a big open field that appeared to be rippling like waves. We went to his room where we watched tv, looked at art, drew some art ourselves, and we couldn't stop laughing the entire time. Around the peak of our trip we went to his car to smoke his bong. This is where things started to go wrong. I starting trying to leave the car because I thought my friend was trying to trap me. He took me into woods, realizing I probably shouldn't be in public in that state. I started to run from him and I swung at him when he caught up. We were outside in the middle woods when everything went to shit. He was freaked out by my strange behavior and began to distance himself from me. I don't remember much of what led up to it, but I remember waking up out of a blackout, on the ground, thinking I was covered in blood, and I look up and see the scene of a car crash. I thought me and my friend had decided to take a ride while on acid and got ourselves killed. I lost it. I thought that I was in some sort of purgatory state and that the only way to make it out was to find "the answer". I ran around for an hour screaming things like "lsd is the answer" and "shoes are the answer". I was caught in a loop where if I didn't get "the answer" right, I kept waking up in the same spot just to repeat. I eventually got naked because I thought it would help me progress through this purgatory. I had only seen my friend in glimpses because he was keeping his distance from me, so I felt completely alone in this state. I eventually snapped out of it, I got some clothes, and we smoked until we eventually went to bed. I felt slightly strange for a week, but nothing bad came from it, and I think I learned a lot about my self from the overall experience. I have really gotten my shit together since the experience. I also feel I am a better more compassionate person. I am also much more open minded and less judge mental. The experience was scary but I am glad it happened. 8 months later, I am happy about my life and everything is back on track. Since this experience I have tripped once on 3 grams of dried shrooms and had an incredible time. I want to do acid again and I feel like if I start out with a low dose, in a comfortable setting, with a trip sitter, and no weed, I feel like I would have a good trip, and then I could slowly highten the dose with each trip. I feel like I can trip again but I need some extra opinions, what do you guys think?
