justanotheraltkid
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hi, so, i recently remembered the time i took ecstacy a year and some months ago (discussed in a different thread).
as i said in that, i was also taking prescription zoloft, quetiapine and diazepam. i didn't take the zoloft and quetiapine 2 days before molly and didn't take diazepam ~36h before..
now.. i had a weird time on molly. i took half of a blue punisher, i split it with my friend. he's a guy, about 5'7", i'd say 130-140lbs. i'm female, 5'3", and i was around 100 or less at the time (and slowly starting to recover from anorexia). he's a lot more experienced, told me exactly what to expect.
and uhh.. it didn't go as planned whatsover. we were in a place with bright red lights, and every time i'd blink, i'd see the lights as green for a split second right before i closed and before i opened my eyes. my head also hurt like a mf, and i felt like i wasn't really there.. just kinda detached from myself. i didn't feel it hit at all, while my friend was rolling hard. there were about 6 of us there, varying levels of experience, and no one could explain why i wasn't feeling anything except for a headache, while he was in another dimension. especially because we split the pill in half, we were on the exact same drug.
i can understand the headache, i can boil the detachment from myself to dissociation, but the vision going green.... i don't know.
has anyone else experienced this? is there an explanation?
as i said in that, i was also taking prescription zoloft, quetiapine and diazepam. i didn't take the zoloft and quetiapine 2 days before molly and didn't take diazepam ~36h before..
now.. i had a weird time on molly. i took half of a blue punisher, i split it with my friend. he's a guy, about 5'7", i'd say 130-140lbs. i'm female, 5'3", and i was around 100 or less at the time (and slowly starting to recover from anorexia). he's a lot more experienced, told me exactly what to expect.
and uhh.. it didn't go as planned whatsover. we were in a place with bright red lights, and every time i'd blink, i'd see the lights as green for a split second right before i closed and before i opened my eyes. my head also hurt like a mf, and i felt like i wasn't really there.. just kinda detached from myself. i didn't feel it hit at all, while my friend was rolling hard. there were about 6 of us there, varying levels of experience, and no one could explain why i wasn't feeling anything except for a headache, while he was in another dimension. especially because we split the pill in half, we were on the exact same drug.
i can understand the headache, i can boil the detachment from myself to dissociation, but the vision going green.... i don't know.
has anyone else experienced this? is there an explanation?