Oxycodone Withdrawals

[nznity]

Yes-seems like such a funny story---in my case-EVERY word was true--thought I could actually tell the truth on here--glad it made you sooooo happy---and I do not have a history of substance abuse on my medical history. I got my former job with my other airline 5 years after rehab--stayed there 20 years.....you seem like such a nice guy.....Well, at least part of your avatar name is true. I got my blood tests back and they were not good --ana titer and proliferation were high and I might have SLS--another auto-immune condition that may give me 10-15 years more years maybe as my kidney tests -sugar -cholesterol and blood tests all came back terrible--I'm only in my late 40's darling--I just wanted to get my life back on course. The job I had at the airlines in the past is not physically demanding--I'm not on the ramp or something. We need money to get off the state health insurance. It is just a stop gap. Sorry I'm not just looking to get high. You know what you can do with your steaming pile of B.S.

Don't listen to him, Apparently lifes a joke to him...

 

[juler]

I see a pain doctor in CA. I get four Norco 10mg a day. That's in told a high amount to get.. In the us at least. Illegally ten years ago I used to take 5 oxy 80s a day maybe I took 500mg a day for a month or so max.

How was my WD? Took a couple months to not feel like killing myself. I went through WD in jail too. But I mean it's your tolerance. You need to suffer for a month or two maybe.. I'm sorry but your not going to get how much pain medication you want.

I don't really have any advise except to tell you that your brain will try to tell you to do more, you need more. But it'll adapt. You'll get better. It just takes time. Again I feel terrible for you withdrawal is really terrible but if you have real pain, I think it makes sense to go to a pain clinic they can give some solution for you.

If this was a person in the United States I would call bull shit. But I don't know anything about uk the only thing I can say is that I would take that much oxy a day if a doctor gave it to me. It's not that unbelievable. A 80 every hour I mean is nearly 2000mg a day. But yes in the US youri feel like you need to be in permanent care to get that high amount. I dunno just trying to help.

I had to see quite a few drs in London only, that I had to pay out of pocket--sometimes twice a week--2 hrs by train each way--but you do what you gotta do--I did get prescribed 120 20 mgs a month when I went to a pain clinic in CO from 2010-1013. Those records and my x-rays, I took to the UK. I only had to see Primary care physicians there. Yes I got to as high as 20 - 24 60's a day but that wasn't every day - I even scared myself and posted a Large document to myself so I would remember how scared I was--I generally was taking 15-20 60's then daily--I got it down to 8-10 before I left the U.K, I did not know it was so difficult to get it prescribed. The pharmacies in the UK don't share info--- I got a letter from my state-run insurance yesterday advising me I had been denied for 2 30 ERs a day--My script for 2 weeks runs out on Wednesday--My new PCP said she would renew it--but I can already see the red tape--pinprick--just please ignore my boring personal info.

 

[juler]

Sorry but I didn’t think so , especially since the OP decided to include every last detail about her/his life, it’s all very relevant to me forming an opinion , to much useless information regarding the situation at hand .
My bullshit meter was pegged to a MAX reading while reading his/her thread.

Sorry but I didn’t think so , especially since the OP decided to include every last detail about her/his life, it’s all very relevant to me forming an opinion , to much useless information regarding the situation at hand .
My bullshit meter was pegged to a MAX reading while reading his/her thread.

Sorry but I didn’t think so , especially since the OP decided to include every last detail about her/his life, it’s all very relevant to me forming an opinion , to much useless information regarding the situation at hand .
My bullshit meter was pegged to a MAX reading while reading his/her thread.

Sorry but I didn’t think so , especially since the OP decided to include every last detail about her/his life, it’s all very relevant to me forming an opinion , to much useless information regarding the situation at hand .
My bullshit meter was pegged to a MAX reading while reading his/her thread.

When the OP doesn't have anyone to talk to, they may feel they can share on this forum. Do you think I should tell my Dad who's in his late 70's? He's one of the only people I communicate with regularly. Maybe if I was shooting up large quantities you would believe me--you know I used to go to this forum back in the early 2010's but never joined-. Now I'm seeing why--You know I really needed the help I got and I appreciate it all-and yes-by my avatar-I am a girl. I don't know whether I will post again or definitely as much--I had just joined and I thought I was with friends.--Now just a comment -probably here and there--so thanks prick--you really took a helpful lifeline away from someone who really really needed it--and sure you say good riddance, but I really did and still do need help----so thanks again--you've been so non-judgemental and empathetic---My son would just call you a troll and tell me to ignore you, but I NEVER reach out--so I shared too much--as I hadn't even told my sister. Won't happen again

 

[Las Veghost grower]

Wd makes us all emotional, no need to leave the site

 

[Robi]

When the OP doesn't have anyone to talk to, they may feel they can share on this forum. Do you think I should tell my Dad who's in his late 70's? He's one of the only people I communicate with regularly. Maybe if I was shooting up large quantities you would believe me--you know I used to go to this forum back in the early 2010's but never joined-. Now I'm seeing why--You know I really needed the help I got and I appreciate it all-and yes-by my avatar-I am a girl. I don't know whether I will post again or definitely as much--I had just joined and I thought I was with friends.--Now just a comment -probably here and there--so thanks prick--you really took a helpful lifeline away from someone who really really needed it--and sure you say good riddance, but I really did and still do need help----so thanks again--you've been so non-judgemental and empathetic---My so would just call you a troll and tell me to ignore you, but I NEVER reach out--so I shared too much--as I hadn't even told my sister. Won't happen again

now wait a min young lady, slow your roll,you sit rt down and try to relax, ive been hurt here, but it comes from people i believe are in terrible pain and self loathing and to hurt another somehow gives them an outlet of relief, sick as it is, the way of life,i think BL is 90 percent good, as in RL there's always gonna be an asshole. please feel free to post or PM me, im one of the few women here and sometimes just sometimes we understand each other more and have softer hearts........if pushed too far , i want to lash out much too harshly, cos some kind folks suppress....oh hell........please dont go

 

[Robi]

Wd makes us all emotional, no need to leave the site

i couldnt post in WD.....i would have gone back to using(any excuse), but youre right

 

[juler]

Wd makes us all emotional, no need to leave the site

I just think I will keep things shorter - I have shared too much. I was just in such a bad way.

 

[Robi]

I just think I will keep things shorter - I have shared too much. I was just in such a bad way.

i really know sug, share anyway you feel comfy, detest that insecure feeling, pin prick is cool , hey just know you ARE not alone, i didnt tell anyone RL what pain i was in, deserved or not

 

[juler]

now wait a min young lady, slow your roll,you sit rt down and try to relax, ive been hurt here, but it comes from people i believe are in terrible pain and self loathing and to hurt another somehow gives them an outlet of relief, sick as it is, the way of life,i think BL is 90 percent good, as in RL there's always gonna be an asshole. please feel free to post or PM me, im one of the few women here and sometimes just sometimes we understand each other more and have softer hearts........if pushed too far , i want to lash out much too harshly, cos some kind folks suppress....oh hell........please dont go

I won't because there are nice people like you out there---people can tell me if they don't believe me--I think I will just keep my postings shorter and maybe share less.

 

[Las Veghost grower]

I just think I will keep things shorter - I have shared too much. I was just in such a bad way.

Just remember almost everyone here is in a very similar boat…and we have our good days and bad days too

 

[juler]

I'm very insecure--yes, but I just felt so hurt--you know when I came on this time, I tried so hard to find someone who had taken a lot like me, but I couldn't that's why I posted.

 

[Robi]

I won't because there are nice people like you out there---people can tell me if they don't believe me--I think I will just keep my postings shorter and maybe share less.

you are waaaaaaaaaaaaay stronger then almost anyone i met, all you been thru, im glad youarent leaving, so much to gain here, you are going to feel better, you know that,but your journey is truly beginning

 

[Robi]

I'm very insecure--yes, but I just felt so hurt--you know when I came on this time, I tried so hard to find someone who had taken a lot like me, but I couldn't that's why I posted.

stick with me kid, i sure couldnt taken what you have but i think you be shocked at all the fent i took, and here i am playing the fool

 

[juler]

I can be there for you

you are waaaaaaaaaaaaay stronger then almost anyone i met, all you been thru, im glad youarent leaving, so much to gain here, you are going to feel better, you know that,but your journey is truly beginning

I'm there for you too believe me...we addicts know how it goes--its not like we were kids and said hmmmm I want to grow up and be a pill-popper.

 

[Robi]

I can be there for you


I'm there for you too believe me...we addicts know how it goes--its not like we were kids and said hmmmm I want to grow up and be a pill-popper.

ty means more than you know

 

[juler]

you are waaaaaaaaaaaaay stronger then almost anyone i met, all you been thru, im glad youarent leaving, so much to gain here, you are going to feel better, you know that,but your journey is truly beginning

Do you know I have 5 kids and stayed completely drug-free and of course alcohol free-that I still am-I had all-natural childbirths--b/c I had been with AA and NA--Now to all the men out there--Childbirth is far worse than any pain you will ever feel. Anyone else who says it isn't so who did it au natural -no epidaural nothing -does not know--anyway I stayed clean through all the nursing years--I only started back on the xanax after my last finished nursing--I had to deal with the panic and pain with nothing--very hard--but you can do it! The pain and my health conditions atr just making my life unbearable--that is why I started on the pain-killers back in 2010- the divorce didn't help either.

 

[nznity]

I can be there for you


I'm there for you too believe me...we addicts know how it goes--its not like we were kids and said hmmmm I want to grow up and be a pill-popper.

I totally agree with you, it's not like one day we are like... "OK, starting today I'm gonna be a junkie" it's just that stuff happened and somehow we ended like this. We should be supportive with ea other not be full of prejudice.

 

[juler]

Its so true!

 

[Robi]

Do you know I have 5 kids and stayed completely drug-free and of course alcohol free-that I still am-I had all-natural childbirths--b/c I had been with AA and NA--Now to all the men out there--Childbirth is far worse than any pain you will ever feel. Anyone else who says it isn't so who did it au natural -no epidaural nothing -does not know--anyway I stayed clean through all the nursing years--I only started back on the xanax after my last finished nursing--I had to deal with the panic and pain with nothing--very hard--but you can do it! The pain and my health conditions atr just making my life unbearable--that is why I started on the pain-killers back in 2010- the divorce didn't help either.

ive never known that pain, again i just knew you were/are near heroic, and trust me,i not buttering your buns, you and duecerpro are super fukkn human,most my pain has been emotional, stories i could share, no one would believe and think i was attention seeking, sometimes i pat my back cause i still have trust , alot of faith and laugh near everyday, seen so much death and decay, it made me appreciate the lil things,music, animals,children, nature, so many things i once near took for granted, i just wish you speedy recovery,,,,,,,,,but that wish is futile,but real regardless..........pleased you can share, it can make one feel vulnerable,but some sweet suffering soul one day might read your story and gain

 

[juler]

I'm with you there----God I miss having someone to talk to--this forum has been a true lifesaver the past 2 weeks.--You are a true sweetheart--Thank you or should I say Cheers-(miss that from the UK--it was cheers everywhere for hello and definitely goodbye--a simple cheers)---Obviously I miss other things from the UK--maybe I should try those poppy pods ---My pcp sent a message to me telling me she can't increase the dosage until at least our next appt-in about a month. The specialists I will be seeing before that of course won't touch my meds with a 10 foot pole--4 15s a day is not cutting it. its only helped with the wd/s --which I must say was a blessing, but the pain is back with a vengeance-like a punishment---mostly auto-immune conditions and now other fun things.....