Starting one of these, for accountability and hope.
Today is day 3, after 2 weeks of heavy Alcohol and Suboxone abuse, and attempted Marijuana Maintenance, preceded by 8 months off and on relapse.
The Suboxone use went like:
0mg->12->16->16->16->8->7->6->5->4->4->16->24->24->0->0->0mg (today).
I feel ok at the moment, aside from some body aches. Taking only 100mg Seroquel (quietapine) for sleep, ibuprofen for soreness/aches, and 10mg Lexapro (escitalopram) antidepressant.
I'm surprised I don't feel worse from the Suboxone cold turkey. Knock on wood.
The night before last I had bad anxiety, persecution delusions, auditory hallucinations, insomnia, twitching, and paranoia, but last night I slept fine so thankfully those symptoms have subsided.
Normally for safety I'd detox in an inpatient, with taper meds. I've had 5 confirmed grand mal siezures from alcohol/benzo withdrawals, but I am risking this one cold turkey since it has been just 2 weeks continual use, and my insurance company is besides just about done paying for inpatient after the past 8 months.
PSA, I don't recommend kicking alcohol or benzo's without medical supervision.
Today is day 3, after 2 weeks of heavy Alcohol and Suboxone abuse, and attempted Marijuana Maintenance, preceded by 8 months off and on relapse.
The Suboxone use went like:
0mg->12->16->16->16->8->7->6->5->4->4->16->24->24->0->0->0mg (today).
I feel ok at the moment, aside from some body aches. Taking only 100mg Seroquel (quietapine) for sleep, ibuprofen for soreness/aches, and 10mg Lexapro (escitalopram) antidepressant.
I'm surprised I don't feel worse from the Suboxone cold turkey. Knock on wood.
The night before last I had bad anxiety, persecution delusions, auditory hallucinations, insomnia, twitching, and paranoia, but last night I slept fine so thankfully those symptoms have subsided.
Normally for safety I'd detox in an inpatient, with taper meds. I've had 5 confirmed grand mal siezures from alcohol/benzo withdrawals, but I am risking this one cold turkey since it has been just 2 weeks continual use, and my insurance company is besides just about done paying for inpatient after the past 8 months.
PSA, I don't recommend kicking alcohol or benzo's without medical supervision.
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