As the title says, FUCK THIS WORLD. fuck my pos family and fuck every scum I have ever encountered in my 25 years of absolute hell on this place. From the crippling debilitating chronic pain I have every day, I literally hate every aspect of this place. Everyone is out for themselves and nobody gives a flying fuck about anyone. I cant even get the medication I need because of this so called opioid epidemic so my PAIN MANAGEMENT doctor recommended antidepressants which have completely made me go off the deep end. HIs other advice was to try to keep my mind off the pain... HOW THE FUCK dO I KEEP MY MIND OFF OF PAIN???
5 of my best friends died in a car accident awhile ago and than my dad dies shortly after. Those are truly the only people I cared about. The fucked up thing is I should've been In that car but I had to go to the bathroom before leaving a party. I told the dude driving (sebastian) if he could give me a ride home and he was supposed to be the DD that night cause I was to fucked up to drive myself, and he said he would but they left anyways. I didnt even care for the guy but the other 5 people in the car I was very close with. Of course one stupid selfish pos kills 6 people that night including himself. That's what I realized lately is that literally everyone is just selfish.
I had a girlfriend I thought I loved and was with her for 3 years but recently found out that she fucked my brother... so now I'm literally at my breaking point. I hate everyone, I hate the government for denying my pain medication and fucking my head up with antidepressants, I hate my family, and hate pretty much everyone.
I'm not religious at all and you know how I know there is no God? Because literally scumbags are rich and faggots. And good people who are actually nice and would go the extra mile for you are now dead or a vegetable. My friends mom who lost her son in the car accident and was the nicest lady I have ever met, had a brain aneurism and now is a vegetable. Yeah that's god's plan right? Give me a fucking break. It's not even like I fucking ask for the lottery or something. I just want to be 50% less pain and apparently that's pretty much like a hail Mary. Yet, I know this pos retard who inherited 2 million dollars and a house is almost at 0 and in perfect health tells me he cant catch a break. Btw I should mention he gambled it all way. Not like some crazy expenses came out of nowhere or anything.
So i guess i just wanted to rant a little before i put a gun to my head. This world is seriously like a joke with no punchline. I'm over it. I give homeless people money or buy them something from McDonald's thinking maybe there's karma but I'm still waiting for 1 fucking thing to go my way and after 25 years, I think its evident that I have overstayed my welcome. And don't even tell me this corny fucking cliches like it'll get better becuae it's just a fucking lie.
IM DONE!!
CHECK PLEASE!
5 of my best friends died in a car accident awhile ago and than my dad dies shortly after. Those are truly the only people I cared about. The fucked up thing is I should've been In that car but I had to go to the bathroom before leaving a party. I told the dude driving (sebastian) if he could give me a ride home and he was supposed to be the DD that night cause I was to fucked up to drive myself, and he said he would but they left anyways. I didnt even care for the guy but the other 5 people in the car I was very close with. Of course one stupid selfish pos kills 6 people that night including himself. That's what I realized lately is that literally everyone is just selfish.
I had a girlfriend I thought I loved and was with her for 3 years but recently found out that she fucked my brother... so now I'm literally at my breaking point. I hate everyone, I hate the government for denying my pain medication and fucking my head up with antidepressants, I hate my family, and hate pretty much everyone.
I'm not religious at all and you know how I know there is no God? Because literally scumbags are rich and faggots. And good people who are actually nice and would go the extra mile for you are now dead or a vegetable. My friends mom who lost her son in the car accident and was the nicest lady I have ever met, had a brain aneurism and now is a vegetable. Yeah that's god's plan right? Give me a fucking break. It's not even like I fucking ask for the lottery or something. I just want to be 50% less pain and apparently that's pretty much like a hail Mary. Yet, I know this pos retard who inherited 2 million dollars and a house is almost at 0 and in perfect health tells me he cant catch a break. Btw I should mention he gambled it all way. Not like some crazy expenses came out of nowhere or anything.
So i guess i just wanted to rant a little before i put a gun to my head. This world is seriously like a joke with no punchline. I'm over it. I give homeless people money or buy them something from McDonald's thinking maybe there's karma but I'm still waiting for 1 fucking thing to go my way and after 25 years, I think its evident that I have overstayed my welcome. And don't even tell me this corny fucking cliches like it'll get better becuae it's just a fucking lie.
IM DONE!!
CHECK PLEASE!