Hi,
I've been a heroin user for just 2 months now, not daily but nearly. I use in a self-medicating way, for my emotional pain, depression, anxiety, etc.
I'm fully aware that doing heroin for this purpose is a really bad idea, don't need to be reminded about it, nor do I encourage anyone to do this.
I'm doing this introduction so you can have an idea of what kind of effect I might pursue when I use. I normally use snorted, sometimes smoked so my nose can take a break.
I usually take lines of about 30-40mg approx. (the dope I get is among the best #3 one can get on the darknet from Europe, based on reviews and foum, but far from pure for sure)
What I enjoy is being slightly sedated, the moderate boost of well being, pleasure and motivation that I get from this dosage.
When I do more than this, I start to get double vision, difficulty focusing, my eyes start to close and then I frequently fall sleep briefly and wake up, having micro dreams. I guess this is what is called nodding right?
Now to the question: do you really like this state?
I find it pleasurable in a way but I really don't like it, I get a darker vibe, the micro-dreaming is often dark too, and I can't continue to do things while I'm like this, like seeing a movie or whatever.
Would also love to know how are your experiences and in what details they differs from mine. (keep in mind I don't IV and never will)
Thanks to all!
I've been a heroin user for just 2 months now, not daily but nearly. I use in a self-medicating way, for my emotional pain, depression, anxiety, etc.
I'm fully aware that doing heroin for this purpose is a really bad idea, don't need to be reminded about it, nor do I encourage anyone to do this.
I'm doing this introduction so you can have an idea of what kind of effect I might pursue when I use. I normally use snorted, sometimes smoked so my nose can take a break.
I usually take lines of about 30-40mg approx. (the dope I get is among the best #3 one can get on the darknet from Europe, based on reviews and foum, but far from pure for sure)
What I enjoy is being slightly sedated, the moderate boost of well being, pleasure and motivation that I get from this dosage.
When I do more than this, I start to get double vision, difficulty focusing, my eyes start to close and then I frequently fall sleep briefly and wake up, having micro dreams. I guess this is what is called nodding right?
Now to the question: do you really like this state?
I find it pleasurable in a way but I really don't like it, I get a darker vibe, the micro-dreaming is often dark too, and I can't continue to do things while I'm like this, like seeing a movie or whatever.
Would also love to know how are your experiences and in what details they differs from mine. (keep in mind I don't IV and never will)
Thanks to all!
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