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Do you really enjoy "nodding off" ?

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jaujaujau

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Hi,

I've been a heroin user for just 2 months now, not daily but nearly. I use in a self-medicating way, for my emotional pain, depression, anxiety, etc.
I'm fully aware that doing heroin for this purpose is a really bad idea, don't need to be reminded about it, nor do I encourage anyone to do this.

I'm doing this introduction so you can have an idea of what kind of effect I might pursue when I use. I normally use snorted, sometimes smoked so my nose can take a break.
I usually take lines of about 30-40mg approx. (the dope I get is among the best #3 one can get on the darknet from Europe, based on reviews and foum, but far from pure for sure)

What I enjoy is being slightly sedated, the moderate boost of well being, pleasure and motivation that I get from this dosage.
When I do more than this, I start to get double vision, difficulty focusing, my eyes start to close and then I frequently fall sleep briefly and wake up, having micro dreams. I guess this is what is called nodding right?


Now to the question: do you really like this state?

I find it pleasurable in a way but I really don't like it, I get a darker vibe, the micro-dreaming is often dark too, and I can't continue to do things while I'm like this, like seeing a movie or whatever.

Would also love to know how are your experiences and in what details they differs from mine. (keep in mind I don't IV and never will)



Thanks to all!
 
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Though I personally havent used heroin yet (will be soon). I am a opiate user. I dont particularly like "nodding" off. I take my usual dose (either 40mg hydrocodone or 10mg IV morphine)... to get that nice warm blanket feeling and then play some video games or watch some Netflix. It also takes away my depression, and gives me an anti-anxiety effect, which is nice. Its easier to talk to people then.

When I do get my H, I do plan to IV it (not all the time though). The rush of pushing that drug into your vein is a feeling like NO OTHER. Id take that feeling over sex any day of the week (i only know because of the IV Morphine). The "setting up" process of getting everything together before the injection, gives me a little "high" too. Not really sure how to explain it lol
 
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This isn't really appropriate for OD, I'm going to send this to drug culture.
 
It's really dependent on the circumstances, for me at least. I prefer more stimulating opis during the day or when I have to get things done, interact with people, go to an event, etc.

On the other hand, I very much enjoy nodding off on my porch with a blunt burning through my shirt lol. My very first morphine experience was a deep, intense nod in which I dreamt wildly for hours. I fell in love with it and it's the high I aim for every time I use.
 
Same here man, morphine was my DOC for a long time, I really enjoyed the intermittent nods, where I'd nod for maybe half an hour, come to then nod off again and the heaviness of my limbs, just something about it I always loved.
 
bptubbs said:
Same here man, morphine was my DOC for a long time, I really enjoyed the intermittent nods, where I'd nod for maybe half an hour, come to then nod off again and the heaviness of my limbs, just something about it I always loved.
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I've tried nearly every mainstream opi and I still prefer morphine :D the euphoric nod it gives is unmatched.
 
Same here man, wish it was more available to me some days, but I'd be in trouble if I did.
 
Sometimes life makes me feel the need to check out for skin and nod off. Kill the pain of feeling feelings you know.
 
I just do pills and I like the energy from them . Nodding is kind of scary sometimes when you can't keep your eyes open . So is nodding off almost overdosing ?
 
I like the nod yes. I do feel a little cheated if I fall asleep for hours when I could have been awake feeling high, but being on the nod is still awake enough to be enjoyable. I like it.

I'm not big on stimulating opiates.
 
last weekend with my no tolerance i was nodding out hard on 55 mg hydrocodone, i nodded 2 hrs straight and felt like i wasted a portion of the high.
 
LucidSDreamr said:
last weekend with my no tolerance i was nodding out hard on 55 mg hydrocodone, i nodded 2 hrs straight and felt like i wasted a portion of the high.
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It's a fine line. I suspect I speak for most people in saying I don't wanna fall asleep and feel like I wasted money on being high for hours I wasn't conscious to enjoy.

But likewise I want the nod, I like being so high I keep falling in and out of sleep, and that's not actually being asleep for a prolonged time period.

Problem is the nod comes right before simply falling asleep.
Also man i wish my tolerance were still that low. :(
 
It can be if you quit for a while like i did and never got tolerance to high since
 
Larimar said:
I just do pills and I like the energy from them . Nodding is kind of scary sometimes when you can't keep your eyes open . So is nodding off almost overdosing ?
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I wouldn't say I am an expert on the subject but I think nodding may be a cousin of OD'ing but that's about it IMO (after rereading your post, I think you basically have it right, sorry). Anyone else who nods more often than I do have any thoughts on the matter?
 
Idk, but when I Od'd both times it just felt like a really heavy nod, then I woke up in the hospital.
 
IME a nod is usually something I'm conscious of, "I know this is happening" type thing. When I OD'd (80mg methadone no tolerance) I didn't know until I woke up hours later covered in sweat with no memory of what happened at all. Couldn't even recall feeling high, just knew I took something and KO'd. I'm sure a nod is like the last stop before ODville though, like the absolute highest you can get without falling out.

Just my experience of course.
 
Mostly I'm not a fan of the Nod. I usually find myself feeling annoyed/irritated instead of euphoric.

Now I've never tried IV heroin. A big IV dose might change my mind but I'm not about to let myself find out.

I did have IV morphine in the hospital after a really bad injury. This was before my opioid abusing days. The nurse pushed the morphine in pretty quickly. I remember a wonderful warm rushing feeling followed by me pretty much passing out moments later. I don't remember much but I think I was in and out of dreams and it was quite enjoyable.

But just like with IV heroin I'm not about to start IVing morphine... Lol.

That is not to say I haven't enjoyed nodding - I have but generally I prefer to keep my doses just a smidge higher than therapeutic. I like just feeling the smallest inkling of good effects... Just knowing that I'm stretching my stash as far as it can reasonably go makes me happy.
 
BeachBum4u said:
I wouldn't say I am an expert on the subject but I think nodding may be a cousin of OD'ing but that's about it IMO (after rereading your post, I think you basically have it right, sorry). Anyone else who nods more often than I do have any thoughts on the matter?
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Mmmm it's a tough one. See the problem is, in my experience as your tolerance increases the distance between nodding and ODing (as in serious risk) increases substantially. So for one person the nod might be close to the danger point but not for another.
 
In the last days I've had more experiences in "nod zone" and it is a really intriguing and very hard to describe state...

For me they sometimes become almost like strong psychedelic experiences, I mix reality with micro-dreams deeply.
But the most interesting thing it's the nature of these dreams; they are very deep experiences, sometimes they seem like revelations, or very important ideas /situation that somehow I have to resolve or I feel I have to remember.
But it gets very frustrating because I forget about them almost instantly, the time they remain in my memory is very short.

Do you get to experience what I describe or it's just me?
 
jaujaujau said:
In the last days I've had more experiences in "nod zone" and it is a really intriguing and very hard to describe state...

For me they sometimes become almost like strong psychedelic experiences, I mix reality with micro-dreams deeply.
But the most interesting thing it's the nature of these dreams; they are very deep experiences, sometimes they seem like revelations, or very important ideas /situation that somehow I have to resolve or I feel I have to remember.
But it gets very frustrating because I forget about them almost instantly, the time they remain in my memory is very short.

Do you get to experience what I describe or it's just me?
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I've had some profound 'trips' on opium as well. Just like you described. Some of them I couldn't even distinguish from reality, even after I woke up I was trying to process if they were real experiences or not.

They did usually have a great significance also. The only one I can remember was about a girl I was flirting with at the time and unsure about. It was eerily referential of what was going on in my life at that point and full of symbolism, as if it was trying to tell me something. I still look back on that one in awe.
 
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