belligerent drunk
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I have been doing an all nighter not sleeping at all as I have a deadline tomorrow for a paper I have to submit for publication (hopefully).
Research paper by any chance?
There's no sign of spring around here. Just yesterday it snowed again, nice fucken April Fools. Luckily the snow has now melted, but still. I want spring already.
OT: finally got me some other drugs than the stupid alcohol I've been pouring down my throat lately. Got a gram of 3-MeO-PCE and 1 g of N-ethylhexedrone (hexen). Plugged a tester shot of 40 mg hexen and it seems quite nice. Wish I had some benzos to go with it, I like my stimulants relaxed. Got alcohol, but it's about damn time I cut down.
@STH: how frequent is your alcohol use nowadays? I slowly got sucked into it again, getting back to daily use around 6 months ago. Especially so since I was forced* to quit codeine some 2 months ago now. Don't think I missed more than a handful of days in this period, which is starting to worry me. Strangely enough the WDs are really mild, almost unnoticeable the first day, which is strange since I've also been abusing benzos periodically.
*OTC codeine disappeared from pharmacies due to shipment problems, or so they say. I think there's a similar problem with some Rx opioids in USA due to production facilities overseas getting destroyed by nature, though I'm not sure the two are connected. The codeine is supposed to be back on the shelves in May, which I'm stoked for. My tolerance is down to as low as it will get in a long time, so I imagine how great the first times would feel. Though I really don't want to get heavily dependent again... Still, I got 450 mg worth of codeine from a friend's stockpile as he was emptying it 2 weeks ago; and boy oh boy, the high was amazing. Almost like the first time, which I didn't think was possible. Was still high/feeling it next morning, which only 3 months ago would be the time I'd start entering very unpleasant WD.
Oh yeah, the hexen is definitely working. Lots of useless drivel in this post. Perfect.