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Been a while.. any new mxe info?

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Ghost_of_EWO

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Some of ya'll may remember me from when I flipped out on MXE a few years ago and talked to the spirit pool, learned all kinds of out of this world shit and eventually ended up in the hospital with kidney problems.

How has everyone been?

Figured I'd come back to see where MXE has taken us, if there has been any new info regarding toxicology or any interesting injuries I missed or any other mxe users coming down with kidney issues. How about mxe users who m-hole their pants off and have OBE's?

Did they ban this drug for good? I don't see any big and dandy mxe threads at the top anymore =p

That stuff was still the most profound thing that ever happened to me in my life.

Thanks guys!
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Well, that's terrible!
If somebody could have figured out how to harness the spiritual rocket fuel in that powder, the earth might still have a chance.

Turned me from a hater to a lover with one OBE that changed my life forever..

I still haven't been able to find a doctor that knows why I'm in pain every day from that stuff, either. I've literally seen a hundred or two doctors by now. I still have random "death anxiety episodes" (aka panic attacks) to this day.
 
It's not produced anywhere any more, I'm worried we may never see it again.

I used it weekly for about a year and never had kidney issues; maybe you got a bad batch, or perhaps you just abused the shit outa it :\
 
I definitely did just that. Lol. I "went to town" with MXE. All the way.

Couldn't keep my hands off it. Eye opener for sure to say the least. Sorry to see it wiped out!
Surely there was some medical use for that stuff, specially the pain killing portion.

Hell I remember going to the dentist on MXE and having a really good time.
 
I always found it to have decent antidepressant effects for my treatment resistant issues, I think it has the most potential there, the way ketamine seems to be now.
 
Ghost_of_EWO said:
Some of ya'll may remember me from when I flipped out on MXE a few years ago and talked to the spirit pool, learned all kinds of out of this world shit and eventually ended up in the hospital with kidney problems.

How has everyone been?

Figured I'd come back to see where MXE has taken us, if there has been any new info regarding toxicology or any interesting injuries I missed or any other mxe users coming down with kidney issues. How about mxe users who m-hole their pants off and have OBE's?

Did they ban this drug for good? I don't see any big and dandy mxe threads at the top anymore =p

That stuff was still the most profound thing that ever happened to me in my life.

Thanks guys!
Eye_Wide_Open
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I remember you man. Can you remind me what happened with that MXE abuse? How many grams did you use approximately? MXE vanished at some point. Dunno about bans.
 
No doubt. Sexy mexy. Best drug I ever did even though it sent me to the hospital and ruined my kidneys (which nobody here believed). Better than shrooms and acid and all that any day.

I was doing it daily. High doses. Sometimes up to 200mg a night. Swallowing it and snorting it. The second trip I had I broke through the whole damn universe. After that I couldn't stop. Was too intrigued. The trips and afterglow would last sometimes more than 24 hours. Mostly because of the amount of my consumption and heavy redosing while in the hole.

Felt like I was getting multiple M-holes a night.

There was a video of a kid on YouTube trippin balls on MXE and I can tell from his movements and actions he was really holing HARD on mxe. But they took the video down shortly after. That shit was crazy to watch.

I think I used a max of like six to eight grams total. It wasn't a long binge but it was really really heavy bingeing. I was hooked.

Yes, I've heard of people ingesting way more of that stuff than I did and walked away fine. I don't know what caused mxe to mess up my kidneys.

The reason I stopped mxe is because I developed a complete tolerance. It stopped having any effect on me whatsoever.
 
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How are you so sure it was the MXE that messsed up your kidneys? You said the doctors weren't sure why you were experiencing pain? Is there any damage that shows up in medical tests? 6 to 8 grams just doesn't seem like it would be enough to permanently damage your kidneys (has anyone else reported kidney troubles from MXE?). I guess some people are just unlucky though.
 
I was hospitalised after consuming nearly four grams in one hit,it wasn`t for kicks I was in a very bad place and wanted out and thought "what a good way to go" and if that's what death is like then it aint so bad. I digress,even though I abused the shit out of it,Methoxetamine was the best drug I have ever taken,it really was something very special,if only the chemists could make something as good,all the new arylcyclohexylamines I have tried are no way as good,2-oxo-pce is the closest but has too much amnesia and not enough psychedelia.

PS even though I took that much in one go I had no adverse physical effects.
 
^^Do you remember anything from that experience? What was it like if so? That's a monstrous dose... kinda surprised you didn't die or have permanent damage, I would have guessed dignificantly less than that would cause a lot of harm.
 
I miss MXE. I don't think the people that had to deal with me when I was abusing it do though. I am sure they don't miss the partially comatosed drooling marshmallow baby! Much more sensible with dosing potent dissociatives nowadays, would likely be much more careful and get a lot more out of it, if it was available now. Glad to hear your monstrous overdose didn't lead to any lasting problems Phoenix_rising, I would have thought you were pretty lucky there.
 
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I never really abused MXE, I mean I used it like 304 times a week for a while, socially with my friends, in doses from 25-50mg usually. A few holes, which were sublime. Went through a number of grams over a year or maybe a year and a half. Magical stuff, certainly my favorite dissociative, quite psychedelic I found. 3-MeO-PCP is my new favorite, much more functional and worldly, a useful tool, MXE was more like a fun, magical, synchronistic flowstate that I absolutely loved. I spontaneously gained knowledge a few times (for example an understanding of how soldering works, which I had never previous studies in the slightest. My friends were amazed). Just so much fun. I miss those days. I actually have a bit of a great old batch left, haven't touched it in many months. I am reserving it exclusively for combos with certain psychedelics.
 
You are a lucky man to have some left, never combined it with psychedelics but sure there is a lot of potential there. And appropriately measured and sensible with these kinds of substances, the importance of which I am only just learning. I really wish I hadn't abused it, I usually overshot it in term of dosage and at the time was doing a lot of benzos so very often forgot most of the experience. However from the lucid memories I do have when I didn't go overboard MXE was special, I prefer it to ketamine and most other dissociatives and would really love to have the opportunity to go back to it now I feel I could approach it in a more controlled manner. 3-Meo-PCP is also probably my new favourite although I haven't given enough of the new arylcyclohexylamines a go to be sure. I agree with its more functional value unless you overdo it of course...

The first time I tried 3-Meo-PCP I did about 25-30mg insufflated in two doses, probably an hour or so apart. Although I know that is a very heavy first dose and not to be recommended, it actually led to one of the deepest, most memorable and most transformative experiences I have ever had with a dissociative. I made contact with what seemed like some kind of group of ancient ancestors, very old, not human, kind of between human and maybe elf or dwarf-like or something. The contact was made deep within myself and through myself, not outside of myself. There seemed to be many of them and they were marching, chanting, and drumming. What I remember most is the feeling rather than any clear vision, but that is what stood out during the experience. Also had a nice 'enlightenment' moment, a blissful, ego-less transcendent state of mind where I began laughing uncontrollably, wondering why on earth I had been making such a fuss about life when it was all so simple! That dose did leave me with a pronounced sense of mania well into the next day and a long-lasting furious intensity which was almost too much towards the end, although the overall experience was worth it.

So definitely some magical potential in higher doses there too, although I think the mania and sheer intensity might make it uncomfortable for many people. MXE seemed very warm and soft from what I can remember although I wish I could remember more. Can you throw any more light on availability? Is that really likely to be it with MXE? If they don't make it in China surely they could be making it in India and elsewhere? I guess it was quite a niche/psychonaut drug which didn't gain popular appeal, at least not in my circles. The people I know who took it expecting a direct ketamine substitute really didn't like it.
 
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Well, I've used well over 100 grams in those 5 years it was available, and in the last two years I wrote a book attempting to describe the crux of my experience, 'A Multidisciplinary MXE Analysis'. (free e-book download). There is so much more I could write, so I have taken upon myself to continue the essence of the message in all of its communicable forms. The source will never leave me. The well of potential is for all intents and purposes infinite. I'm sorry to hear it allegedly fucked up your kidneys. One thing I stress in my book is that I intuitively knew to cycle its use, rarely more than a week daily at a time, with at least two weeks in between of abstinence as a tolerance break. That may be what saved me from lasting damage.

As far as the details of my trips, yeah like many say, it was magical, and I do what I can to hold on to those memories, understanding that there may never be another drug that facilitates that flavor of out of body experience.
 
And yeah, for anyone who has any of a vintage batch left, reserve it for combinations with tryptamines, or phenethylamines/lysergamides...there are other viable combinations as well such as a 50/50 strength MXE with empathogen mix (MDMA etc). I write pretty thoroughly about combinations in my book, and while I do condone using it by itself, the material goes much further and to deeper territory mixed with other adjuncts.
 
General MXE info is fine and lots of cheers for vortech and his work.. :) But we're not going to talk about batches, distribution, manufacture etc. The China ban answers a lot and the particulars beyond that are not for this thread, sorry.
So for now, it's nice that it off-topic away from those main things about MXE right now. ;)

I wouldn't care to venture a guess about how MXE would continue an illicit career and it kind of surprises me if nobody has picked up the slack considering the popularity and demand... anyway, as with other illicit drugs, congratulations if you do get it and too bad if you don't, my hope is some people do still get it so that the infamous MXE thread series doesn't go from some pumping exhiliration to a ghosttown.

I was lucky to get some "reserve" vintage, but since then I haven't really heard from it.
 
Thanks for sharing a link to your book. Have only read the first few pages, but really looking forward to reading the rest. This kind of thoughtful and thorough companion to MXE/dissociative/psychedelic drug use is very much needed, offering real value to the serious navigator of the 'worlds' offered up for exploration by these compounds, who wants to get the most out of their journeys for their own benefit and for the benefit of society and the entire planet.
 
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General MXE info is fine and lots of cheers for vortech and his work.. :) But we're not going to talk about batches, distribution, manufacture etc. The China ban answers a lot and the particulars beyond that are not for this thread, sorry.
So for now, it's nice that it off-topic away from those main things about MXE right now. ;)
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No probs, was curious as to why it had disappeared as have been out of the loop recently, and answers have helped fill me in. Definitely more interested in talking about the personal and social value of conscious use of MXE and other dissociatives and psychedelics. Would of course be nice to come across it again which I am sure won't be totally impossible. Here's to hoping!
 
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