i'm coming up on 42 hours since my last dose, and basically all my physical withdrawals are gone.
however i am sitting here and i just wanna scream and cry because i am so anxious and just so sad and bored. there is no brightness in my life right now i just feel so hopeless. i just feel so awful
when the hell will this go away? i dont remember withdrawal ever being like this before. its probably also really not helping that my sleeping schedule is currently fucked like i wake up when the sun is already down and go to sleep a few hours after it rises.
however i am sitting here and i just wanna scream and cry because i am so anxious and just so sad and bored. there is no brightness in my life right now i just feel so hopeless. i just feel so awful
when the hell will this go away? i dont remember withdrawal ever being like this before. its probably also really not helping that my sleeping schedule is currently fucked like i wake up when the sun is already down and go to sleep a few hours after it rises.