All I know is fuck all the PV, PVP drugs. I will shit on the grave of whoever discovered them, and when I die I will haunt their entire bloodline for a thousand years as a ghost, twacked out on some demonic ass ghost substance.
No drug, scratch that, nothing I have ever done or experienced in my entire existence on this planet compares to the dark tunnel you peer down the moment you take a hit of a-PVP off of the foil. MDPV isnt quite as brain-juicing, but still near the top of the list. Hell is just a neverending PVP binge, where you keep trying to masturbate for eternity but can never come & satan laughs at you while all the people you knew and loved while you were alive are forced to watch.
Most drugs/addicts I know are often conflicted inside, even if they don't show it, because once a drug starts to eat at your life it becomes shameful and no longer pleasant to do sometimes. Obviously thats a huge generalization, but my point is, PV/a-PVP is nothing like that. You ENJOY fucking up, you ENJOY hurting people, you sway towards the evil and the wrong like its FUN. And its grips of fun son, that's the truth. During my little 4 month bender, I could have easily passed for Saddam Hussein, no doubt. And given a fat enough sack of that semen-smelling gooey flaky crystal persuasion, I would have gladly become a genocidal middle-eastern dictator, 100%.
I did more damage to my life in 4 months, than I ever did in 6+ years of drug use/abuse, thanks to the help of my good ol pal a-PVP.... and of course my plain old own irresponsibility. Honestly, meth 'aint even shit now. Anyways, point is.... if I can do anything positive in this world whatsoever, I hope it can at least be dissuading people from using any of this family of drugs. Cause if I'm being honest right now, not a day goes by that I don't wish I won the lottery, so I could buy a mountain of a-PVP and smoke it nonstop until I croaked. As if I know full well that I'm a dumb little rat in a laboratory cage, but don't give a shit, and that scares me.
Slightly off the topic here, but it needed to be said haha.