^Feel for you dude. I haven't yet read your other posts, but I think I get what you're going through.
Having to search that many kms for a doctor to treat your pain is beyond ridiculous!! Increasingly drs seem to think all pain patients are opiate seeking drug fiends. We're seeking pain relief. Well,- for the most part
You don't have chronic kidney stones do you? Probably a silly question that has been ruled out but when I had an acute attack the dr at ED said "loin to groin is how we clinically diagnose kidney stones".
I have problems Every Single Time getting my pain meds when my GP is away. She only works part time,- mon-thurs 9am-12pm. Has three children so is on holiday in accordance with school terms.
My permit is held at that clinic, & even legally,- if my GP is not there another dr must call for an authority to write my scripts. However the amount of times these moron doctors have denied these meds, is disgraceful!!
I recently spoke with my GP about this, & she's brought it up in several meetings with the clinic staff, but the fact is that these doctors worry about losing their permit when prescribing the amount of opiates I require. (There have been a few ODs that I've heard of), so perhaps in that regard I can understand their concerns, but I've been on a stable dose for many years now.
My GP told me it's very difficult to decide wether to risk her licence in prescribing to patients. Also, as you well have found out there are few doctors willing to write scrips for opiates.
Sorry to hear you're having such a struggle finding a good doctor, & that you've several pain issues going on. As well as having to taper. Sounds as you're very strong willed, or maybe you don't have an addictive personality. I admire your will.
Tapering is something I can never do. If I have pain & I have pills then I'm going to have them & then suffer the consequences. Which is what will happen from tomorrow onwards.
Best of luck in finding a doctor,
Rtp