Cocaine Any time I smoke crack, I get terribly depressed.

[Bomb319]

Not just coming down, it seems. Like I feel as if I don't enjoy it much to begin with as it just gets me sketchy and paranoid, shaky and heart racing. But I can never leave it alone either. Whatever I have some on me, I know I will end up waiting awhile and doing it agian, only to feel shitty again. I feel like this right after the toke too so not even before comedown. There's nothing I like much about this drug - I'm not seeking a once amazing high. It ends up being mainly out of boredom and the phychology of finding someone to score of off and then taking hits for awhile. I did this all the time with opiates, until I got off methadone. Opiates are my drug of choice and would way way rather have them than any form of coke. It's just crazy how I exhibit addictive behavior toward a drug that I don't really consciously like at all.

Oh and also right after I smoke, I check my heartbeat in paranoia and have these weird facial tics/flexes - like I have to keep moving my eyes or flexing my jaw, know what I mean?

 

[The Doc.]

Yes this is normal this is why crack is a shitty drug the same thing happens to me when doing it by itself especially. I need opiates or booze/benzos with it to feel okay otherwise the cocaine is not enjoyable. Makes me wonder how so many lose everything chasing the high from crack. Mixing drugs with it is risky and stupid if you value your life so avoid the stuff altogether its a shitty and extremely expensive drug.

 

[harmacologist]

sounds like a good reason not to smoke crack...

 

[The Doc.]

Haha yea exactly what's the point why not spend the money on something else that makes you happy.

Oh and i see your from BC i am too i live in Vancouver good to see a fellow canuck

 

[ykm420]

This used to happen to me (Getting MASSIVELY paranoid, high anxiety / panicking) when I got garbage hard.. If you're getting A1, each hit is a glorious euphoria with absolutely nothing but good things (Being geeked up in an awesome way, super-amazingy euphoric, bell ringers, ect) But if it was shit, I would get really fucking paranoid constantly thinking someone was going to walk in on me, or hear the flick of the lighter (All the way downstairs) Even being at home by myself, I constantly thought I heard someone walking up the stairs, plus once I exhaled I was already loading back up.. Crack is whack as fuck.. That's why I started slamming soft, it's much better for you Kidding, quit smoking, or find a new guy. Word of advice, IF you go out looking, and you find a guy with amazing product, you'll get pretty good bell ringers, and you will be addicted to it. First time I IV'ed coke I did not stop.. I'd do Dope / Oxy's / A lot of Hydros + Xanax in the morning to get well, then slam as much coke as I could, then more dope and xanax to comedown.. Rinse'N'Repeated daily for many, many years.. I'll always love Heroin, but I don't get the cravings for it like I do for a fat shot of coke.. The bell ringer got me hooked, I'm not anyones mother so I'm not going to lecture you, but if you can, quit now before you get sucked into a vortex of trading 1 addiction to another. Hope this helped, good luck, young padawan..

 

[harmacologist]

by all means if you got good rock, you shouldn't be depressed.

 

[TheLostBoys]

Crack is wack.........by all means, stop using if you always feel depressed afterwards & your heart feels like its about to pop out.

 

[The Doc.]

by all means if you got good rock, you shouldn't be depressed.

Lol actually quite the opposite is true crack leaves you feeling shitty faster than any other drug ive ever done. Yes even good crack it doesnt make much of a difference IMO around here crack is crack its a rock, kinda hard to cut sometimes people do a shitty job making it with too much soda but its not like itscut with substances that will alter your high you just need to do more to get the same effects as the purer stuff.

In the end it's all about preferance some will love this drug and others will hate it with a passion. I find this drug is only good when your busy/ tired and need a "pick me up" to keep you going. When your busy doing work or projects the crack is fun to do you dont get to sketchy or anything but if your sitting on the couch watching TV it can be quite a shitty time even though alot of coke heads seem to do just that while getting high.

 

[Tweak Thizz]

I'm the same way except when I smoke meth. I start to regret it after a few hours of the high though, once the anxiety and paranoia step in, or if I've smoked too much.

 

[sekio]

the solution is to not smoke crack if it makes you feel bad

 

[The Doc.]

the solution is to not smoke crack if it makes you feel bad

If only it were that easy sekio haha i dont think you understand drug addiction with some of the smart ass comments you make. Did you ever do drugs? Drug addicts are sick people and more complicated/ less straight forward than chemicals in a beaker.

 

[GreenCalm]

of course, you should not be smoking crack, and dude just don't. and man, buy yourself some cod liver oil, and take it every day. it helps a lot.


anyway,
you said you get paranoid,anxious,etc when you smoke crack. IT COULD be because your subconscious?.

example:
if you stole the crack then your subconscious is not so good, and you get paranoid,etc
but if your subconscious is clean then you may ' enjoy your light '


i also have no idea what crack feels like
but man try to get off it

 

[opiatekrzy]

high quality crack/cocaine is much cleaner than shit crack, shit crack I feign as I exhale and load a hit, good crack, I feel great and don't want a hit for another 15mins, and its much smooter and cleaner of a high

 

[ykm420]

Lol actually quite the opposite is true crack leaves you feeling shitty faster than any other drug ive ever done. Yes even good crack it doesnt make much of a difference IMO around here crack is crack its a rock, kinda hard to cut sometimes people do a shitty job making it with too much soda but its not like itscut with substances that will alter your high you just need to do more to get the same effects as the purer stuff.

Crack is crack, lol. There's a giant difference from what's good hard, and bad.. The high is a polar opposite.. If I smoke bullshit, I'll just keep going till I run out then take something to comedown, I will NOT get anymore after, or crave it (Never seen a person say, I'ma save this chunk for later, bad or good if I bought it I'm smoking ) Now good shit, I'm not loading up after every exhale, I do not have a care in the world, I feel absolutely incredible, and when I'm out, I'm going to cop moar, unlike the hard described by OP. Regardless, those days are behind me.. Smoking coke is dumb, yeah, it's a good time when you're on opiates or really drunk, but if I do cocaines I'd rather put HCL straight to my vein and take the fuck off..

 

[opiatekrzy]

i nevever heard of anyone saving crack for the next day while smoking. yesterday i took an E pill and an addy earlier, and had to fetch rock for my girl, and had a bag for myself...i didn't even want it, i said keep it "save me a hit for tomorrow", of course she thriws a tantrum i didn't give her my 1 and only hit, when i gave her my whole bag...i thought and planned to save for later or next day but never worked....IV cocaine is dangerous also...im starting to become scared of crack smoking, im a 5yr on and off user and sometimes the rush is too intense i freak out snd really think im gonna die fromm a heart attack, feels SO REAL if it IS panic attacks, but a risk i don't wanna take

 

[Cliffy78]

No ones saving crack, lmfao!!! Dude your better off using anything else. You'll chase nothing and end up broke and really fucked up in the game.
IMO your better off using amp rc's or maybe even methamphetamine cause it lasts a helluva lot longer and is cheaper in the longrun and at least you'll get high for more than 5 minutes...

 

[tacodude]

"Delivered 6 coolers of cocaine to SLN. Met Bany Seal in C-123. Ramon Navarro was with Seal. Asked Seal what was up with the cocaine being made in contra camps. - Said it was a CIA OPN. This shipment was going to Calif to make a drug called crack. Seal said that the CIA planned to get all the riggers in the U S. hooked on it & then throw 'em in prison"

Themoreyouknow!

 

[opiatekrzy]

thinking back, i don't now how I lived 3yrs straight withmy girl, driving back and forth to the city 3-5 times a day for crack, came to a point where the crash was our normal mood state..yuck..wish meth was in NY as prevalent as cocaine is..

 

[Cliffy78]

"Delivered 6 coolers of cocaine to SLN. Met Bany Seal in C-123. Ramon Navarro was with Seal. Asked Seal what was up with the cocaine being made in contra camps. - Said it was a CIA OPN. This shipment was going to Calif to make a drug called crack. Seal said that the CIA planned to get all the riggers in the U S. hooked on it & then throw 'em in prison"

Themoreyouknow!

Gary Webb, freeway Ricky ross, you nailed it bro. It's all documented!
You would think Obama would try to help blacks somehow but he hasn't done shit for them. Same ol lies and bullshit. It must be a huge disappointment to the black community. I can't think of 1 thing he did to help the brothers. No one ever asks him hard questions and if they do he finds a way to be a sneaky fuck and avoid the main issue, typical political bullshit. A lot of people thought he'd blow the top off some of these "conspiracies"...

 

[opiatekrzy]

the government will not change the class of the population, they want ghettos, middle class, and high class. ghettos = arrests, crimes =employment for law enforcement,