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kate said:
I've found etizolam a bit dark and not soft enough for me like a benzo. It's square and harsh around the edges :\

Fair enough you sleep but you pay a sore price. See this Etizolam - My drug hell Sure you'd agree there's a lot of truth in this thread.

I'd watch it even at 3 on 3 off <3 It's mood destabilising, well I find that, generates anxiety that can lead to all sorts wierd paranoia thinking...that's totally unnecessary and a bit of a waste of time. It's just the Etiz :|
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I'll give that thread a proper read Kate Thank you... I was surprised tbh that Etiz can have such an effect. I've been taking it twice a week for about a month and a month in nov/dec. I havn't had those symptoms before.*

All though whilst taking tea in the garden with Elizabeth Taylor and Vivian Leigh last week I saw a WMD being carried into my new neighbours shed on a wheel barrow by my new Middle Eastern neighbours. Viv said I imagined it. It was just a Rotavator and some tools. She waved and smiled... I think shes in on it.. Its a plot to nuke the Castle:sus:

I'm not para no Kate.. Thank goodness.. or anxious.. but I do have a lot of aggravating stuff on my plate and thats why I've had insomnia I think.( I could do without that other shit, i mentioned, atm though)... kin ell if i'm going to get para and anxious by pills id rather have something decent!!

kate said:
Edit: Well done on the 5 days off, keep going, sure it must be hard just now and a bit fuckery, but bloody hell gal, go for it and get rid. It's a cheap RC and not worth the hassle really...is it? More pain than gain.
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No really.. I usually go 3 or 4 days this time its been 5. I really havn't had a problem. I had 2 loraz on Thurs. 1mg each so nowt really.

What was your experience on them. How long did you take them for?

N

*I've had those symptoms plenty of times but I'm sure etizolam hasn't caused that kind of chaos yet. I'm grateful for your advice and concern though.<3 and the other bluelighters that have answered questions for me.

P.S Just because youre:sus: para dont mean they aint out to get yer
 
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fucking hell why I am I awake this early. ARGH.
 
the contraryness of insomnia is that I now want to go to bed and i've got so bloody much to do.
 
i went to bed at 9:30pm last night, im sure sleeping cycles are meant to get later at night not the other way round wtf.
 
Sleep is a flighty beast, no point in trying to fathom it out.

Amphetamines are the order of the day:)
 
I had a dose of 3,4-dichloro-threomethylphenidate and 2 cups of coffee, that ought to help. Won't make the next 15 hours or so pass any quicker though grrr.
 
Mornin All!

Gooooood to see you kate :)

I'm feeling a lttle bit rough round the edges, don't need to explain why, the usual innit.

Dunno what to do today, let missisMM have a bit of a lie-in for a couple of hours maybe, then all go to the beach with kites and the fucking dog.

Ceres said:
I had a dose of 3,4-dichloro-threomethylphenidate and 2 cups of coffee, that ought to help. Won't make the next 15 hours or so pass any quicker though grrr.
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mmmmmm, cofffeee is my saviour at this moment......
 
Mornin Mr Monkey, I assume you indulged in a bit of pogering last night ?

Coffee does absolutely nothing for me stim wise anymore, still love to drink it though, I don't have a fucking dog, we had him altered I good while ago
 
Good catch up with an old friend, booze, codeine, vallies, coffee. time to sort this hangover
 
Yeah, coffee does nothing for me, unless I drink it after 6pmish then it keeps me awake at night...

But i do love it.

Right I'm gonna have another load of coffee anyway, then attempt to wash up and clean the kitchen.

Missis cooked yesterday evening for us all, and she's got a knack of managing to use just about every pot and pan in the house, no matter how simple the meal.
 
I never drink coffee in the evening these days just in case really.

Do you not have a dish washer MM ? I've already tidied this morning, Mrs23 is in bed a bit poorly so I'm entertaining the kids, done breakfast.

I'd have to do more stims TBH, I usually try and time supplies so I can have a cheeky bump the next day, then try and make sure I stop early enough so I can get some sleep ready for work.

I did a couple of lines of pirate the other week and it made me puke, was nice though:D
 
kate said:
PFA 8o Oh no you have defo got that together very quickly. You're a smart cookie <3 It's so lovely to hear you are doing well and lovin' life.

I'm ok with the druggy label now, its only a lil bit of me. Age brings good things like acceptance as well as memory loss and an interest in beige clothing :D

Have decided to defrost some dhall and make a cuppa. Quite keen to do some sitting n' breathing along with the day break birds after that. Should be good and lull me %)

Nighty night, been a pleasure catching up - snolls, missus, atm <3
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Thanks <3 hopefully it shall continue! Lot has changed in the past year or so, I like it :) And ya can't beat a bit o' beige! Think I need to do a wee bit of sitting and breathing meself, off I go. Good to catch up with yourself also <3

Morning, everyone else.

Night, everyone else
 
i have had some legendary partys since ive last been on bl.
flake+mdma
got a new 2cb hookup locally B-)
been smoking new york diesel weed its lovely.
been blanking paranoia causing cocaine taking nomore than 10 e's per week.
have been socialising a lot more since my absence from bl got some
 
having a mild cold turkey withdrawal from heroin atm but upside is there is a pal with mephedrone coming over today to cheer up the troops.
oh yes nomore blue mondays
 
atm23 said:
I never drink coffee in the evening these days just in case really.

Do you not have a dish washer MM ? I've already tidied this morning, Mrs23 is in bed a bit poorly so I'm entertaining the kids, done breakfast.

I'd have to do more stims TBH, I usually try and time supplies so I can have a cheeky bump the next day, then try and make sure I stop early enough so I can get some sleep ready for work.

I did a couple of lines of pirate the other week and it made me puke, was nice though:D
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No dishwasher no. I don't hold much truck with that type of thing. My dad's got one,he likes to wash everything by hand before he puts it in the dishwasher. Serious.

Pirate makes you puke? I've heard you mention this before. I'm not sure I believe you and might have to <snip> , we don't want to be putting false negative information about on here.

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having a mild cold turkey withdrawal from heroin atm but upside is there is a pal with mephedrone coming over today to cheer up the troops.
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Great info acieeeed_ed, so mephedrone is a proven and useful tool for opiate withdrawal. Yet another benefit of this amazing drug.
 
Hey up acieed_ed good to see you man, weird I only mentioned you the other day. How's life man? Getting better, or...?
 
@benzo fury

hows it going man hope ur well.
i think im over the worst of it...i hope.
two trips to A&E last week but as my ma keeps pointing out my probs are of my own making and after lenghtly discussions with very ill people with serious health probs in hospital i tend to agree.
my relationship with my family is good its based on "detante" open ness and honesty.
i have kept all my appointments with doctors councillors and i have an awesome new line in friends some wealthy with no hookups and uncle acid ed over here with all the connects haha
life is good life is good all i need to do is stay alive long enough to enjoy it ;-)
 
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