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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

BDD Social and Info Booth Vs 29 -Yeah! SCIENCE, BITCH!

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yeah ive done that with my last 60 mgs of morphine i was gonna plug on top of the half pint of liquor of liquor i chugged in 5 mins followed by the 3 mgs of xanax and 60 mgs of morphine i just plugged. i ended up blacking out and finishing that pint and zannies and didnt show up to the family thanksgiving the next day cuz i was so depressed. i got in a fight with my boss that night and thats what started it. i was being a real fuck up at that point anyways. its a good thing i got fired from there.

im rambling now but they way i lost it was by pulling the plunger back to far but i also dropped another 60 mgs down the sink. i guess its a good thing in the end.

just took a couple more shots of vodka chased with some OJ and then sniffed the last quarter of the 15. i feel pretty good. bout to smoke a cig and then maybe go watch some tv if i dont get stuck on BL.
 
AIM was good fun. Do it again or whatever. We need more people to join ! BDD social....
 
Now this looks like a job for me
So everybody just follow me
'Cause this thread here it seems to be
A victim of rest and sobriety
with our keyboards and some meth we'll see
the thread rise from the dead and up to the
place that it so well deserves to be
on top of the best bluelight forum that is BDD
back to normal everything at once must be
cause it feels so empty with just me


I make replies yet no one reads thee
A TLDR at least would comfort me
Cause writing to myself it seems to be
Alot less satisfactory
So everybody come on join me
Else I could continue this for eternity
Do you know how boring that would be
Cause it feels so empty with just me

Now this looks like a job for me
No TLDR yet so I will keep on with the
Post untill no one can be
Arsed to read it all as it will be
A wall of text that no one except me
Will ever read and why should thee
in fact if your still reading now you must be
bored out of your mind else you would see
I'm rambling on with nothing to offer thee
so stop reading this crap and come join in with me
in the conversation now because I need you see
here in the social thread of BDD or else it may be
that I go insane here and so please help me get the
thread that's dead up to speed again so we both can see
how boring it is to be alone in the
social thread now without thee
cause it feels so empty with just me


Cmon people wake up i can't be arsed to write this silly thing another 4 verses. It's already tldr material.

edit: mission accomplished
 
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AIM was good fun. Do it again or whatever. We need more people to join ! BDD social....
Yea, I know, I kept talking to myself untill I noticed you were gone on aim. I think it should have some kind of fail safe to tell me you were offline as I kept rambling on for a while. Eventually I noticed I it though.
 
Hey what's everyone doing?

I'm half heartedly smoking crack. Never done it before but uppers aren't my thing, yuck
 
i'm bored, does it notice?

I could have some crack ;) this thread needs more crack so I don't have to write useless stuff that no one ever reads to myself ;p
Already have a book of that in text files.

So, how is crack really? Never tried it. Did shoot coke though, comparable?

edit: time for mirc download and then flashback.org's tweaker channel, I need some people who can put up with stuff that would otherwise be TLDR material, I also crave some TLDR myself so I think I will find what I seek there for the moment.
 
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Hola Bawdy, Deranged Drug-addled Barely-coherent, Destructive Degenerate BDD socialistas, what's cracking?

It's been a bit since I've stopped by - nice to see some new faces. Congrats, Bronson on your rapid ascension to triple-modstick status. Sr. Staff better watch out because you're coming at 'em fast!

It's been a while, laC, how've you been lately, man?

I'm sure tentram is out there lurking around with some morphine up his ass, where you at, roo-fucker? I miss that gorgeous smile ;)

How's everyone else been faring around here lately?
 
Ok,

first of all, sorry for saying this inmidst all what has been happening here,

and I am very ashamed to have to ask this, especially here,

but how long do you think it would take to recover from an overdose? I mean how long until my kidneys are back to normal etc. I've been released from hospital now.
 
Well - what did you overdose on? Don't be ashamed at all. We all fuck up and make mistakes my friend. I'm glad you survived it and got to hospital, it's fantastic you were able to, so well done.
 
that's the part I'm so ashamed about: codeine and aspirin
I asked for advice here a couple of days earlier and I didn't freaking follow it at all.
 
Well,, we all make mistskes. What doses did you tekeSnd what did the doc say? Did you get a stomach ulcer from it too? It sounds like a rough ordeal. I hope it's taught you a valuable lesson.
 
You never have to be ashamed to ask me anything, I'm not the person to judge. Should extract those pills if possible though, it's an easy process that just takes an hour or two. Now I don't remember with acetylsalicylic fsdifsda (cba this word but you know what I mean) works for cwe. Damn I tried like 5 times on aim yesterday to get that right and here too but I just find it the hardest word ever to get right. Try saying it 5 times in a row I dare you.

I am no doctor so I can't tell when you'll get better, however if you've been released, at least you know you are getting better. I hope it resloves as quickly as possible. I know all about suffering because of stupid decisions, makes the suffering feel even worse knowing it could have been easily avoided. Doesn't stop it from happening though every now and then.
 
thanks. I took 64 tablets overall, they were 8mg codeine, 400mg aspirin.
thing is I took codeine before (twice, every other day since wednesday) (this happened sunday), but 32 each time. I always did a CWE. On Sunday, I took 32 with CWE again, but 4-5 hours later I started eating more tablets, I ate 12 with the aspirin, just kept popping them, until I stopped and realised what I was doing. So I CWE'd the rest (20 tablets) but it didn't go very well I think the water was all white.
Anyway, I was fine until about 9 hours later, where I smoked a little weed and then suddenly felt awful and collapsed. I came to and felt better/horrible in waves. Went back to my room, intending to go to bed but I talked to people on a chat (tripsit.me) and desribed my symptons and they said it sounded like i overdosed on codeine. So I went to hospital. I got quite bad, my heart rate kept slowing down and I was forgetting to breathe and really pale. I started passing out all the time as well. But yeah I got to hospital ok and they gave me lots of drips for 24 hours and monitored me for another day and now I have been released.

Incomprehensibly, my question is, how long do I have to wait before I can take codeine again (in reasonable amounts!)?

Sorry for the post and sorry for my stupid recklessness.

Toz: I don't know if you remember but I was talking to you in the last BDD social thread. About codeine and about doing it too often. I basically gave you my word that I was going to have a break. And the next day I go and do this. All because I had been feeling depressed again.

Edit: my insides hurt quite a lot, is there anything I can do to relieve that? Also, I haven't slept for two nights now and I can't sleep because when I'm close to sleeping I feel like I stopped breathing and am dying, which obviously panics me wide awake again. What can I do to sleep? I am really rather tired and would love some sleep as I've had a rough couple of days. :(
 
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Overdosed on codeine? Dude it sounds like you o/ded on aspirin. There's not much chance of such a small amount of codeine causing you to OD. You probably suffered a pretty bad panic attack from the weed too. Why did you choose to cwe aspirin ones? You should get ones with paracetamol if you cwe. If you're swallowing them whole get neurofen plus, ibuprofen is much less harsh on you. Can't you get ahold of some codeine linctus? Where abouts are you located?

To be honest I wouldn't take any codeine again for a long time. What meds did they give you?
 
Here you go, wall of text as punishment for your sins ;)

thanks. I took 64 tablets overall, they were 8mg codeine, 400mg aspirin.
thing is I took codeine before (twice, every other day since wednesday) (this happened sunday), but 32 each time. I always did a CWE. On Sunday, I took 32 with CWE again, but 4-5 hours later I started eating more tablets, I ate 12 with the aspirin, just kept popping them, until I stopped and realised what I was doing. So I CWE'd the rest (20 tablets) but it didn't go very well I think the water was all white.
Anyway, I was fine until about 9 hours later, where I smoked a little weed and then suddenly felt awful and collapsed. I came to and felt better/horrible in waves. Went back to my room, intending to go to bed but I talked to people on a chat (tripsit.me) and desribed my symptons and they said it sounded like i overdosed on codeine. So I went to hospital. I got quite bad, my heart rate kept slowing down and I was forgetting to breathe and really pale. I started passing out all the time as well. But yeah I got to hospital ok and they gave me lots of drips for 24 hours and monitored me for another day and now I have been released.

Incomprehensibly, my question is, how long do I have to wait before I can take codeine again (in reasonable amounts!)?

Sorry for the post and sorry for my stupid recklessness.

Toz: I don't know if you remember but I was talking to you in the last BDD social thread. About codeine and about doing it too often. I basically gave you my word that I was going to have a break. And the next day I go and do this. All because I had been feeling depressed again.

Oh yea I remember you now, hi, well you bullshitted a bullshitter when it comes to me so no worries there. Besides I take any promises about opiates from anyone with a large grain of salt. It ain't the first time I hear it and certainly will not be the last. Anyway you can fool me but you should try to be more honest with yourself, at least if you think you are going to do it, do like I have, venture far away and dig a deep hole for later fun times. It will feel at least be a hassle if you feel like taking them again but know you don't really want to. That usually stops me, ok I feel bad but have no urge to drive for a long time, venture out dig up the hole and then get home to get high when I really shouldn't. It's also always comforting not to have drugs in your home. I find nothing really stops me from fooling myself into thinking I have a reason to use if I am feeling down and the opiates are next to me. It will work for a while but eventually it always fails.

Again, I am no doctor so I don't want to answer your question, you have suffered serious injuries really and I have no clue what taking anything will do. If you must take it, which I will advise against, you must see to it your CWE is done properly, it takes 2 hours or so, it's time even I would wait if I was in withdrawal. All nsaid overdoses seem to really suck. Check up aspirin or let someone else tell you if it is ok to cwe these pills. Codeine and aspirin combo don't exist here.
Taking so many aspirin pills you are rivaling my worst moments of recklessnes and that's not good at all. These pills are definitely not worth dying over.

I'd get some acetylcysteine from the pharmacy, but that works for paracetamol that our pills contain, don't know if there is anything you can do to help acetylsawrr overdoses. I think the best way is to do all it takes to avoid them all together. See to it the CWE is filtered properly. I have filtered alot of opiates for injection, like 20x ketobemidone pills, this requires constant attention too and took like 3 hours untill it was all done (phew) but it's still not a step I'd ever let myself fail with. If you know you want to have some the next day I suggest preparing the CWE the day before. I do so when I need to filter these riddiculous amounts of pills usually.

Be more careful, aspirin is not something you want in large amounts, it would suck to die from an overdose and it would suck even more to die from an overdose of a drug that has no purpose of getting you high.
Stay safe, I have to admit I really failed myself too this last week when it comes to drugs, though I will recover. Don't try to compete with me in stupidity next time, who knows another dose of that amount and you will probably win.

Don't think you fooled me here, you fooled yourself alot more. See to it there is no next time. And recover, organs are always nice to have left intact.

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What up guys? Today is vyvanse, bupre, ciggs, mj, and some diazepam later


Going to go look for jobs soon, wish me luck!
 
Thank you much. :D

Cool, I've moderated a forum before. It was disaster.

What up guys? Today is vyvanse, bupre, ciggs, mj, and some diazepam later


Going to go look for jobs soon, wish me luck!

Good luck :)

I bought this speed and all I got was TLDR, I don't think I've managed to do anything usefull this last week, like always lol

back to being sober and doing nothing productive instead of being high and productive at doing nothing

good thing i don't pay isp bills according to bandwith used, could see that one biting me in the ass otherwise

time to rest soon
 
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