Tapering off of Cannibinoids
Hello, I have been smoking incense for a little over 2 months daily. First trying a retail blend 'Haze' from an RC site, ordering that a few times then making my own blend. At first I was blown away by the cannabinoids, synthetic grass just sounded cool as being a stoner has always been no.1 and taking drugs has always been no.2. So I looked it all up and decided to make a pretty weak blend 300mg's AM-2201 + 250mg AM-694 over 10 - 12 g's of damiana. Smoked that over a week or two, was only meant to smoke it in evenings when alone but it started off as evenings and mornings. Then went to all day everyday. The blend was soon done but I wanted more, I ordered 3 grams of the retail blend until I made another but realised that it no longer ffected me anywere near as strong. Once that ran out there was a week long period were I had no smoking blend but instead, scraped the powder from the baggies everynight until I got a free sample of a crazy blend, it was really strong, if you smoked even more then 1/4 pinch you would probably overdose even with me being semi-tollerant after smoking everyday.
I orderd 20 grams of this new blend (contained AM-2201/2233) once the sample was done and had to go a day without synths, didn't notice it as I was taking codeine + smoking a lot of weed, kinda remember feeling slightly 'off' but not sure. As soon as this new blend comes, my fiancee gets a fulltime job and leaves me on my own with 40 grams of this very strong shit (weighed t out, must have been a mistake or something) and another 3 gram sample of another retail blend that I had ordered. From the first day I smoked all day everyday literally not going 40+ minuites without having a bong. That was probably about 2 - 3 weeks ago. So since then I have been smoking like that, I already had a low tolerance compared to some with cannabis and I mix with tobacco so this shit was lasting me a while. But past few days tolerance has gone threw the roof to the point of not getting stoned as I slowly smoke more and more. Last week my fiancee ordered 300mg's of am-2201 as it was really cheap so she could try synths again (she and I had a horrible overdose first day of that 40 gram blend. So I also have been smoking 300mg's of AM-2201 over 7 grams damiana.
Now I had been a little worried so I tried to stop without telling my fiancee what was up (she doesn't know ive been smoking so much). I got the wd pretty bad after like 12 hours and yesterday. she was telling me she was worried so I came all out and told her. We decided the best thing to do wuld be to taper off if I couldnt handle the wd's cold turkey. I was smoking around 2 grams per day maybe more as Ive just been packing bongs with huge pinches out the sack of it but this blend I got from some random dude offline is fucking powerful, its crazy shit so who knows how much or what ive been smoking.
Anyway, how should I taper down? Very gradually, quite quickly? Limit use to certain times of day (morning and evening is when I get any wd's worse) or just lower use. My fiancee took away all the incense apart from a very small bit that I am supposed to smoke today and theres a baggie begging to be scrapped although I will feel like shit if I do it. My fiancee has been complaining that this has been fucking me up mentally, in a notiacble way and I 100% agree, I would do anything for her so I gota quit this shit. The only thing that worries me, is I actually haven't been off this stuff really since I started, I mean I have no clue whats gunna happen yet.
I have cravings worse then I got for opiates for bongs, I just need that shit so badly, id do anything for that rush right now. I have started to depend on this shit way too much, its like all I have or do apart from my fiancee (works on both levels, haha i made a funny). I feel so away from reality, my thoughts are slow and blank and im finding it hard to think to a point were I feel like I have done permenant damage. Also physically im a good bit slower.
Throught this whole time I have been smoking regular weed (5 - 7 days a week) and taking a few other RC's / Drugs. Synth cannabinoids go well with psychedelics and anything else really, prepare for intense exp. Be careful health wise though. Weed has started to have less and less effect on me and I no longer find it appealing to have a bong with some real mj which is shit because I love weed, ive heard this comes back once my receptors go back (fingers crossed)
Any help on the tapering down or should I just go cold turkey? Im not a very strong person so fuck knows what will happen but I just want to get my life back on track a little, im never gunna find a job if I just keepsmoking this shit. Well anyway, I started thinking about how many bongs I had last night and only had one this morning, usually byn this time I would already be on another planet. I know this should probably be put into JWH ruined my life, or the emga disuccusion but I really want some info on tapering down as people have good plans but there all smoking 100% accurate home made blends so they can judge much easier. So feel free to move it if you want, I just wana get some kinda system / plan set up. Thanks in advance.
P.S. I know theres people with heroin problems, I know theres people who are smoking grams of pure synths a day. I do not care if you think my use does not need to be tappered from, I got wd's that were horrible depression, huge discociation (similair to bad trip / drug experiance it was so intense) so I just wana get off this, I don't care if im not hardcore enough I just want my life to be better and to make sure I keep my fiancee. Btw, I got the shits like fuck, sometimes constipated, sometimes im turning it on like a tap (sorry for the detail), What the fuck has this done to my insides haha?